Ken H replied to BarbaRoja's topic in **A Special Forum to Welcome our 'NEW MEMBERS'!!**Hi BarbaRoja, I am new here too. I wanted to thank you for this post. It is the reason I finally signed up for the forum and feel comfortable enough to write something. There are so many things that you have said that really hit home with me especially the last part. I often feel that way too. I hope that just knowing you are not alone might help you. I also hope to have the strength you had and tell more of my story soon. I think I really need the help.