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  1. Awais

    Am Not Interested!!!

    Most probably birchencliffe huddersfield
  2. Ahhhhhhhh......... couple of weeks ago i was excited because i was going to UK to see my father, i thought it would minimize my depression as well. Now when i am about to get the visa am not excited anymore!!! Most of the time i think what i will do in UK, i would have not even a single friend there, i will have nothing to do so so so am not excited anymore, surrounded by negativity once again. :(
  3. Just wanted to share this with all of you!!! :coophaha: Keep Smiling :) I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality… I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to have one last talk with God. “God”, I asked, “Can you give me one good reason not to quit?” His answer surprised me… “Look around”, He said. “Do you see the fern and the bamboo?” “Yes”, I replied. “When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. He said. “In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit. In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit.” He said. “Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant…But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle.” He asked me. “Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots”. “I would not quit on the bamboo. I will never quit on you.” “Don’t compare yourself to others.” He said. “The bamboo had a different Purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the forest beautiful.” “Your time will come”, God said to me. “You will rise high” “How high should I rise?” I asked. “How high will the bamboo rise?” He asked in return. “As high as it can?” I questioned. “Yes.” He said, “Give me glory by rising as high as you can.”
  4. Awais


    Exactly!!! Last para gave me alot of encouragement....
  5. Most people don't live there lives. i am one of them. i look at the people who are living I'm jealous.

  6. Most people don't live there lives. i am one of them. i look at the people who are living I'm jealous. so what is our life???

  7. Well!!! i think am a 27yo depressed young man, most probably i am, i broke up with my GF 2 years ago :verysad3: and i dont have any GF since infact am not interested anymore in transactional relationship, i want some long term relationship and i do feel deficiency of vitamin "SHE" to a greater extent . i think i can say good bye to my depression by getting married and by changing life style but am afraid, What if if my depression grows more worse??? :verysad3: so just want your opinion,ideas,intellectual and experience in this regard. thanking you in anticipation
  8. Awais


    enjoy urself, keep urself busy.... yeah sometimes sleep paraylsis happens to me as well....when i wake up completely i feel like thank GOD it was only a dream lolzzz
  9. All da best and get well soon :)
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