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Showered and washed hair, got some forms from post office, filled out online form, booked a viewing, called estate agent, collected parcel for new house owner chatted with my neighbour, tidied up garden, vacuumed upstairs and rinsed my recycling. And now, bed
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Hey gang, today's not so bad though sleep was pretty awful last night after my angry motor got running yesterday. I was miserable. I've been bit tired but busy and busy is usually helpful to my mood. Lots of bits n bobs to sort for the moving deadline (7th June). Just one more mow. Lol. Started looking for houses again and going to see one on Monday. I don't think it will be long now and I'll get one
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Wow, love it
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Yep, yep.... I've got a system which works for me now though....I leave wild patches for the insects so it's good for them and good for me... I also only mow the rest of it once a month which is a win win for all concerned
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I'm seething with hatred again.....not good. It adds up and adds up and then it's pure hatred inside for you know who. Escape feeling more and more important.
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Lonely Hiker's What Are You Looking Forward To? Thread #3
Nightjar replied to Natasha1's topic in The DF Water Cooler
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Morning duck I'm glad you're ok..How was the storm?
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Took a shower and then I was an .....anxious couch potato
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I gotta get outta here. Its sucking the life out of me, every single day.
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I believe in you. You can do whatever you put your mind to. Whatever it is you wish for, know that you are worthy of getting it!
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Feel crushed today from all of the ongoing verbal batterings from family. Didn't have a great sleep after the argument and so very tired aswell.
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Took recycling to depot. Visited storage facility and checked it out. Emailed back and forth with solicitor and mover throughout the day. Called my dad. Did a little bit of shopping. Filled out storage form. Had a row with narc mom. And now, time for bed
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Yeah, I know you're right... I'm trying not to be pessimistic coz it gets me down but having a bit of balance and not placing everything in one basket is definitely helpful just in case
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I just lost it with her. ... I tell her about the storage place I've chosen and she tells me, well how much is it, it's up to me which one you use, I will phone them to find out if you don't tell me etc etc. I argue. Daft I know, narcs never back down but for some reason, I do. In the end I scream at her 'Leave me alone'. ..That about sums it up I think. She wants to control every single thing I do financially. She went out. I think she was scared. Good. She's not used to me arguing or shouting or screaming. The majority of the time, I keep everything pushed down so as not to upset her and I don't tell her anything at all to stop her interfering. I couldn't avoid telling her this because she booked my mover. I shouldn't have even let her do that. It always ends in power trips by her and me feeling completely demoralised. Ah well It's done now.
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Hi gangthings are still looking positive for the sale of my house. It's getting more definite now. Looks like I'll be moving out in 2 weeks. I'm still undecided about my next move but at least a huge chunk of escape from Alcatraz is about to be done. I'm gonna be celebrating once this is finished. 100% What a freaking journey this has been