evalynn

Fresh made limeade. As it turns out, Walmart accidentally delivered us 10 limes that we never ordered so I squeezed them all (my poor arms!), added sugar and water and made a pitcher of limeade. I've already had two glasses. 😀

Tried to walk last night, but I didn't get very far before my leg started bothering me. So frustrating.

I went on a slightly shorter walk tonight, as my leg started hurting pretty early on.

2 mile walk tonight.

It's sunny but cool today. Perfect walking weather.

Little by little, I'm progressing. I did 2 miles last night, which is more than I've done in a long time. The best part is my legs didn't hurt me while I was doing it.

I managed to walk over a mile tonight without the leg pain, so hopefully things are turning around.

Still having trouble with my legs when I try to take walks. I have no idea why this is happening, and it's very frustrating.

I've been walking, but not very far. The last few times, my legs have started to hurt which is both frustrating and bad for my confidence. I don't know how I'll get back in shape at this rate.

night walk

@NightjarThank you so much! Your words really mean a lot to me. I am trying to get back into shape, and every little bit of inspiration helps. Tonight I took another walk even though I didn't feel like it. I guess I have to just keep going into its second nature again.

Last night, I went on a walk.

A night walk

What are your goals for this year? I want to get back into walking and, possibly, doing yoga again.

Happy New Year!

Merry Christmas, everybody!

I feel accomplished. I went from having no idea what to get anyone for Christmas this year to going online and finding gifts for people. I got some good deals too. Now I can relax on that front for the rest of the holiday season.

Happy Veterans' Day!

A shopping dream. I was in a store and wanted a particular shirt, and a lady I was talking to grabbed the last one. Then I was having my stuff rung up and realized something was missing. I went back to get it, then could never find the original register with all my stuff again. Weirdly, one of the workers at this store was my 2nd grade teacher. She looked just the same as I remember in the 90s.

My mind loves making up negative scenarios and I find myself constantly having to remind myself that they're not real. As if I don't have enough anxiety in life, my mind is creating reasons for anxiety. Why am I like this?

I keep snacking on mini slim jims.

Ridiculousness

reruns of Mom

Anxious. Lately I feel anxious a lot. And unlike in the past, I can't pinpoint a reason why it comes on. I can just be lying in bed or sitting in my living room and all of a sudden I just feel a tightness in my chest or emotionally uncomfortable. This has been going on for the last few months, and it might be getting worse. I don't want to live like this. I'm afraid it's going to continue to escalate if I don't figure things out. I take a xanax but I can't tell if it really helps. I kind of feel like benzos don't work on me. Besides talk to my pdoc next week, I don't know what to do to feel better.

We watched The Curse of Bridge Hollow yesterday. It was a cute Halloween movie.