sober4life

I understand. I can barely take care of myself. No animal or person would want any part of being here. The first chance they got they would head for the hills.

I got all of my mowers running.

Joe Exotic is running for president.

I've never seen banks so scared in my life. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing but I am sure everyone should go to their bank like I just did and talk them into higher interest rates. Now's the time!

Good luck. You take all the time you need to rest and recover. I fully understand if you're gone for a while. The main thing is that you get better. I hope everything goes well tomorrow.

I got addicted to caffeine because of how hard life is. Nobody cares. You have to do everything you're supposed to do no exceptions in this world. When you're sick and alone there is actually much more pressure than there is for a lot of people. Nobody tries to help. They treat you like Britney Spears has been treated since her conservatorship ended. They watch you like a hawk and judge you every step of the way constantly looking for ways that you're messing up in life. It's awful. Mom and I were like copilots of a plane. When she passed away it's all me now every bit of it and you have to do it all or they'll take it all from you. I try to stay as healthy as I can without losing my mind in the process because of the restriction and downright suffering it takes to stay healthy.

I always try to practice nonviolent communication. I don't want to hurt anyone ever. It's very hard choosing the right words to say to let everyone around me know I'm not someone they should be messing with. People need to know I'm tough without me ever having to show it. It's hard and absurd really that we constantly have to stick up for ourselves and protect ourselves in this sick world.

Caffeine becomes the same thing as alcohol after you use it for a while. You drink it to be normal. It's a waste of money at this point for me.

File a claim with the people that delivered it and a claim with the company that sent it. They don't expect people to do anything in this situation. Oops I guess it got lost in the mail will be their thought. Nobody cares unless you push them. If you do file the claims you will get your money back. Don't give up.

If they delivered the package to the wrong apartment it's their fault. No it's not going to be easy but you should file a claim with whoever delivered it for sure.

I moved an old refrigerator outside today and put it out by the shed so now when dad brings up his stupid story about moving a refrigerator himself I have a stupid story about moving a refrigerator by myself too.🙄

I fixed the porch roof. See if I say it that way it seems big but if I say what I did I tightened 3 screws it's a whole different story.🤔

There will be highs in the 50s and 60s from today on. The guy that forecasts the weather still comes up with a way to make that sound awful though. I wish I could punch him.

Well I've had lots of bug friends over the years. I have decided no matter how clean or dirty this place is they're always here. At least something is always here. If you can't beat them join them.🤔

Nope you're like me. I listen to a very wide range of music too. The only difference I think is I don't listen to one thing all day. You were talking about Black Sabbath before. Ozzy refusing to give up saying he's going to still perform sitting down. That makes me smile and inspires me for sure.

Well it says: Behavioral: aggression, excitability, fidgeting, hyperactivity, impulsivity, irritability, lack of restraint, or persistent repetition of words or actions Cognitive: absent-mindedness, difficulty focusing, forgetfulness, problem paying attention, or short attention span Mood: anger, anxiety, boredom, excitement, or mood swings That's been me the whole time I've been here on earth. All of it. I am so used to being that way that every time they've given me medication to tame these symptoms I had no idea how to function in society. I've been this way for so long I'm just used to it.

I'm 100% sure this is an arthritis flare up. My option with my situation is Ibruprofen and that's about it. Here in Ohio the last two days of winter have been crappy cold days and I'm feeling every bit of it.

It's fun getting a shower with one working arm. I'm toast mentally and toast physically.😒

Yes I would love to live there. I watch the news and they try to scare you every day about the border. I was in Texas and the people there are all very laid back and friendly everywhere. I never felt unsafe at all there even in the cities.

Well it's two totally different places in Texas. In and around cities yes it's very hard to drive there but it also has a lot of rural areas where there aren't very many people on the roads at all and in those places they absolutely fly. It's like driving on a race track. Every small town down there seems to have a Dairy Queen though. If there's nothing else there at all there will be a Dairy Queen for sure.

I wish you could live somewhere else after everything you've told me. It sounds simple to some people. Just move somewhere else. We're alone in this world though for the most part. Moving isn't as simple for you and me. If I ever leave here it probably means I load up the car once and leave the rest behind.

Well maybe the rich people will make your landlord fix the building you live in. Who knows this could be good for you too.😃

One more thing I will add is who knows there might be a program out there that will help us pay for food and everything else for pets.

That's 8 miles. That's how far it would be to walk to the actual city listed on my address. I've been walking here and there no more than a couple miles at a time so I don't bother mentioning it anymore.

Of course why does the weather in the extended forecast almost always change by the time it gets here? Because they make it up. They have a good idea 3 or 4 days from now. Beyond that they make it up in whatever way will scare us back to the news. Right after they get beyond scaring us about winter they will move into scaring us about upcoming thunderstorms and scaring us about poison ivy and shark bites at the beach.