sober4life

Yeah I absolutely believe that's what they're thinking but they can't fire you. All they care about is money. Mom had a doctor's note and they stuck with her as long as she stayed but they made the job a living hell every single day until she couldn't do it anymore. That final job is what really destroyed her. I would just leave like you are determined to do. I'm sorry you're going through this. This is a disgusting world. People like us that are sick are treated like this all the time and it makes me so angry!

Mom went through the same thing. Why did they give you the bad review? They don't want you to like it there anymore. As a friend in today's world I will tell you they probably want you to leave so they don't have to go through what you just described. The truth is though in today's world if they do fire you you will always have a winning case I would think.

I feel the same way. I bet the huge spider I just saw here would make you smile. The things around here that are scary are scary because you're just living your life and then all of the sudden oh no it's a huge spider or huge snake right in front of you! I swear the wolf spider was the size of my hand!

That's what people really connect to because it's more real like the movie Joker. Nobody believes in heroes anymore. They believe in people that are at their wits end and can't stand this place anymore.

I used to care what the people around me thought until I realized if they don't like me they won't come back.

If I use the goats and sheep way people will still come here. If I leave the grass high the yard will be loaded with copperheads and rattlesnakes because the place will be loaded with rodents. So they won't be coming here.

Well we lose relationships when we're sick because everyone abandons you when you're sick in this world because they don't want to help unless they think we're really sick and we're about to die. Then in this world everyone comes around.

Most people with bipolar disorder reject help. That's the truth most people won't say. If we're going to call this a family issue they reject help because there are no options at this time that exist that help everyone involved so it divides the family most of the time.

Yeah the only neighbor I ever really see is just like me. I saw her today. We both had the same oh no look and we head for the door. I've been here what 5 years and I don't have any idea what her name is.

Nobody will ever make you mow your yard here in a place like this. Two of my neighbors haven't mowed yet. It's common around here for someone to say the hell with the yard and sometimes mow it with a brush hog or some other type of field and brush mower a couple times a year. There aren't any rules here. None. You will never get a complaining neighbor in this setting.

Well I got my fruits and vegetables in today. 5 pounds of canned pineapple and 4 pounds of mixed vegetables. Oh and 4 sausage egg muffins.

Oh boy I just noticed my first hair growing out of my ear. They say it's normal as you age though. It's about as normal as everything else they say is normal.

I know mom had it because she had sleep apnea. It's so hard though. I've had trouble sleeping my whole life too. To figure things out for sure they might do a sleep study at a hospital. We're already having trouble sleeping though and they'll expect you to sleep in a hospital with a bunch of wires hooked up to you.

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I was at the store today and I saw a 3.5 pound bag of cat food in someone's cart and my first thought was I bet someone out there said I'll give you 50 bucks if you eat that whole bag of cat food and someone did it out there I just know it. One that size? Yeah it happened somewhere in this world.