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  1. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    She had a job where she had to drive house to house but when things get really bad here only emergency vehicles are allowed on the roads so there was no cars that would come by to save her. You would think when it is considered an emergency they would really try to clear the roads but the way they think is nobody is supposed to be on the roads so why bother cleaning them. She had no way of knowing they declared the weather an emergency because she was working all day so she was stuck.
  2. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    We got 5 inches of snow here but this time of year it doesn't really stick to the road. Here a big snow is 6 inches which would be no big deal but they clean the snow off the roads when they feel like it during the winter. There was one year they left the roads go and my mom got stuck on a road in an area where there was no cell phone service and she had to spend the night in her car.
  3. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    We are very close. Family abandoned us both most of my life so all we have had is each other and we help each other survive. I have been through a lot of hard times in life but this is by far the hardest.
  4. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    I'm overwhelmed as well. There's no logical reason to believe things are going to work out for me or mom. I always believed things would end badly for us. I feel that bad ending closing in right now. I am giving what little is left to mom right now.
  5. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    I'm so glad things are working out for you and you are happy. You are right about the winter. I can't wait for the snow to go away. We have had a terrible winter by this state's standards but nothing compared to what you're going through.
  6. What Are You Doing? (9)

    I'm watching the voice battle rounds from last night. It's absurd that some of these people haven't been noticed before coming on the show.
  7. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    If I want to work full time I am going to have to end up doing what my grandpa did. He mowed 30 yards during the warm months and used the same mower for snow removal during the cold months. He realized he could not work with people and survive mentally and I need to understand I am the same way. I actually enjoy working but the people around me at normal jobs wear me down more every day. If I work with people I will have a breakdown every time. It is just a matter of when that happens.
  8. I've had a favorite person my whole life. Twice those people have died. There is nothing worse than that.
  9. What's On Your Mind Right Now? (2)

    I remember one day here it was 80 degrees and snowing in the same day. I need consistency for sure. In the winter I am very depressed and in the spring I am very manic. Neither way is really good but I just want to know what to expect. This time of year where the weather could be either way is very emotionally exhausting. It wears me out.
  10. What's On Your Mind Right Now? (2)

    50 degrees today and 6 inches of snow tomorrow. I hate the stupid weather here.
  11. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    That's awful! I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm here to talk if you need me.
  12. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    I have to get out of this house and make friends. Since mom has been in the hospital I spend the weekends with her but I hide away during the week. It's dangerous for someone like me to spend so much time alone with my thoughts. I need to stop being so afraid of the world.
  13. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    We all hold ourselves back a little bit. Nobody is fully confident. We are all actors to some point. I know what it's like to get to the point where you expect everyone to turn out bad because it seems like they always have but not all people are bad. We have just had too many bad experiences. I honestly believe we all have a true love out there waiting for us. We just have to find them.
  14. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    I'm happy for you. I have been the same way my whole life. I have had happy amazing times in life but I don't let myself enjoy them because I fear the worst as well. You're happy life seems great just enjoy it. There are happy lives and happy endings and I want that for you. I want the best for you.
  15. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    My mind screams at me all day to eat things I shouldn't. When I say diet my diet is I still eat the things I like to eat. I just don't eat much of it or eat very often. You will never see me eat a salad.