sober4life

It was a stress free day for once.

I know how everyone feels. I'm not giving up on finding the perfect person for me out there but I'm certainly never making it my main focus again. Every day I'm just going to be the best version of myself I can be and try to make the best life I can. If someone wants to be there with me ok if not ok. Most of my experiences with people in real life up to this point have been disappointments at best so I don't expect much.

This no fear attitude works. I found someone to help with the 2 dead trees and I figured out my mower situation. It's more of me bartering my way through life but it works with almost anything.

Oh my god Kobe Bryant is gone!😭

Brain dead mixed with I have to get out of here is how every day goes this time of year. If you look at the forecast and see mostly highs in the 30s who would be happy?

I finally got back on the treadmill today for 5 miles.

Apparently it's raining iguanas in Florida.😲

I don't know yet. She was an outside cat that has never been given a name yet so I'll get back to you on that one.

You're right. The only opinions that matter are the opinions from people you respect and want to be like. I'm going to keep the fearless attitude from now on. Today I got a job for the spring and even found a pet with this attitude. The woman that offered me the job also offered me a free cat.

Yeah my mind comes up with any excuse it can think of to get me into the car but it's always just trying to get me to the store for more food.

You're right it does work. I seem to be very hot and cold around people. I'm either very positive and upbeat or I'm like Eeyore from Winnie the Pooh. Of course days go better when I'm more positive.

I've been lining up work for the spring. The day was going well until a couple of hours ago. Grandma told me she has cancer.

I have a grey squirrel in one tree and a brown squirrel in another tree. It's probably the same squirrel wearing different coats tricking me.

I've been doing what I said I would do in another thread. I'm living this life with no fear and it's actually working pretty well.

What I'm going to commit to this year is to be healthier mentally about my weight. The other people in this thread have a much better way of thinking about this issue. The truth is this issue for me has created a madness a prison of my own making. I gave up drinking for another rusty cage. I have to get myself to a place of peace for once in my life.