Single Status Update
So there exists a woman I have felt for and still feel for. Not that it matters not in this reality but maybe in a better time and place than this she would have been first. I denied view I felt as I denied all other feelings. But then I just couldn't anymore I had to say something. I told that of all the things we had ever done what I enjoyed most was holding her. I told her I wanted to be more together than we each were apart. I told her I didnt want to deny it anymore. She didn't answer right away she told me to kiss her. I gave her one long passionate kiss followed by the gentlest kiss I could muster for some I just poured my heart out to. I still didn't get an answer just silence. I left because I didn't know if I wanted an answer. If I don't know the truth I can always believe its not my fault. Once again I am back to hiding it all.
You kissed her! you took a chance, and she let you.
Heart pounding. Laid it all out. Way to go!
That's a lot to absorb for her. She could have been silent because it was too much to process. A romantic outpouring when you normally hide how you feel may be a shock, a surprise.
Maybe she's afraid what you thought of her reaction, because you left.
There's no fault! That's a brave awesome thing you did. And whatever her response, don't blame yourself. I applaud you, brave romantic.