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    I just wish I could be real and honest with the world instead of having to sugarcoat everything. I'm sick and tired of being nice.
    I really want to let my clinical team have it. I'm going on what I call a "heat strike". I refuse to go anywhere on the bus until it gets to be 85 and lower. So I don't go anywhere, who cares? And if I do, I want to be comfortable the whole time. Walking in 90 degree weather at 7 AM is NOT comfortable! Plus, I can't even walk 2 minutes without my back giving me hell. So, yeah, screw that.
    And the whole "I'm a grown woman and I should be able to do this on my own" schtick...OLD. Maybe I wasn't meant to be grown. I'm tired of people telling me I need to grow up. Yeah, last time I checked, being grown up DOES NOT mean still being told what to do, by everyone and their cousin/lover.
    Bottom line: When I start getting paid to pretend to care about my life like my clinical team does, then we'll talk. Til then, get off my stage.
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    After 10, and taking my meds. Cause apparently that's all that matters in life, right? Ask my stupid clinical team and they'll most likely agree. Yep, took my meds and still feel like hell. Any more bright ideas, geniuses?
    Had a nice 4 hour nap today. You have no idea how much I value sleep. Unfortunately, I have to wake up and come back to reality, which is the reason I value sleep. Hell, it's the only thing I can do. I've never used drugs in my life, and sadly, I don't have it in me to become an alcoholic. What else is there, really?
    Like I told someone earlier: "Eff-it-all cause I hate-it-all and I'm just tired-of-it-all". Night.
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