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  1. Camellia

    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    @Extremebeginner Yes, I have that too. I'm not sure what it is.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    @rhyl I know that feeling. We are here with you.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    @Floor2017 Thank you Floor2017. So very kind of you. ((((Hugs you)))) If I need to talk, I will PM you. Your support helps me a lot, like many others in here, even to just reading my post (listening).
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    Music and depression

    @Floor2017 Thank you. That helps me.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    @BeyondWeary Thank you so much. You too has helped me with your supporting words, just like others in here. Thank you. Very comforting words, knowing that I have people like me in here with me, around me.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    @womanofthelight Thank you for your post. I'm sorry you are going through this. Your story helps me. Like you said, hearing other people like me has help me. The feeling of going back to my Creator is very strong until today. I don't know why. Reading your post, knowing what you've gone through with all the illnesses, surgeries, your accident, has helped me to keep going. Thank you so much for your support. You and many other in here really has helped me, giving me strength to keep going. I agree with you. I'm grateful to everyone in here, they understand what I'm saying even by just a few words. That has helped me a lot. And the support they gave me. Thank you everyone.
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    Music and depression

    Call out my name - The Weeknd
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #10

    Feeling sad today. No reason. Since yesterday.I want to go back to my Creator. Work help me to forget it. It returned after work, crying on the way back home.
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    Emptiness to core

    @HAP "I can't with this hollow everyday for no reason" I can fully relate to you on this. I have the same experience with you for this. I'm however, maybe not everyday, but few times a week without reason. I can understand how you feel, at least to some extent. You're not alone.
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    I need some peace and quite

    @lostsoul65 Im glad that you've talked to her. I hope you will get better soon. I just want to see you smile again.
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    I need some peace and quite

    @lostsoul65 I wish I can say something to make you feel better. You are a nice guy. You dont want to hurt her. I hope our friemds in here can help you the way to tell her that you like to be alone. ((((((Hugs you))))))
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    To everyone with depression.

    @MaepleSyrup Thank you so much. You have helped me, making me feel better. I'm very triggered right now since few hours ago and trying to find ways to help me back on my feet. Reading your post and other people posts in here has helped me. Thank you again.
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    For those with suicidal thoughts...

    @togemii Thank you so much for your post. Its very enlightening exactly at the right time. I've very triggered today and hasn't passed the thought since this afternoon till now.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    @Rattler6 Thank you for your advice. I have this problem since elementary school. I'm not good at school like everyone else, even though I try very hard. They are ashamed of me with the neighbors because my family are well do in school and university except me. My family is respected there in the neighborhood because everyone do good in studies. I often hear from family members that we are a respected family, we must do good. I didn't ask or made myself to be stupid. Thank you for reading and your advise. I'm sorry for my grammar and writing.
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    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    @Atoms Contemplating Atoms I understand what you are saying. I'm so sorry this happened to you. After this before you press "submit reply" button, you may want to copy your post on to your notepad, so that if this happen again, you can copy from your note and post it again. A long post may take a while to type and the system may have consider you as no longer online, and you have to sign in again. Maybe I'm wrong, but I had experienced the same thing like you do.