imperfectsilence

windy, cold, rainy....lovely

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I made the effort to see someone I lived with in uni.

tired down low betrayed angry

Looking at houses online as my husband and I are hoping to move out from my parents soon

cry

sunny but very cold today

very down right now

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I actually showered for the first time in 9 days. I just feel relief as I wont have to do it again for a while.

Not good at all, tired and angry with everyone, all I see are attention seekers and liars.

Definitely not listening to it as much as I should :(

foggy today which is a bit different from just rain!

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angry hurt grumpy tired

It is hard to know what to say...when I got with my now husband 7 years ago he was understanding and encouraged me not to do it. In the past few years though he got angry about it which resulted in my hiding it, I still harm almost daily and I hide it from him but of course it gets to a point and he will find out and then he gets angrier because he is hurt I have hid it from him and hurt I can't trust him so is a vicious cycle.

I am currently taking Cymbalta and am wondering if taking pro plus with it is ok? Not at the same time, I take my meds at night but even after sleep I am so tired within an hour of waking and have no motivation. I just want to make it through one day without falling asleep. I thought if I take pro plus I could stay awake in the day and have sleep at night instead of all this on/off sleep I have been having for weeks. Thanks in advance for any advice!

Sunny today.

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Bullet for my Valentine Temper Temper <3

black

sleep....feeling so tired recently.

Very down

grumpy

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