Thanks for your response, made alot of sense. I see a psychiatrist once every 2 weeks and a psychologist every week so i'm not alone. Goign to see her tomorrow and get it all off my chest. take care, Mike.
yay you are alive :). yep was my birthday and got totally lashed, collasped and hit my head on concrete heh. too bad your goijng throguh a bad patch ((hugs)). hope to catch you on msn.