My name is Sarah and I am 19 years old. I wasn't sure what to do since I have no one that I can talk to. I just feel so alone. And I have been feeling alone since, well its been years. Maybe ever since I was about 12. Sounds sad doesn't it. My mom moved me and my sister away from my dad and we didn't even get to say goodbye to him or to our friend. I haven't talked to my best friend since I was 13. Even when we did move back nothing was the same. The whole time we were there though, I barely spoke to anyone. I just went though the motions of everyday life. after about a year my mom threatened to send me to a psychologist. I never went to one though. Those two and a half years we were there was my lowest point. I had thoughts that I never imagined that I would ever had and I did things that I was and am not proud of. But ever since I've just been alone. I don't have anyone to talk to or anyone to listen. I don't have an abuse problem and I am not suicidal, I don't know what I am. But maybe this is a step towards something.