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  1. Thank you both for the responses. I guess I just wanted to make sure I wasn't crazy. I'm going to keep trying to fight this & get over the blah's. I have a great small but great family. I am married - I love my husband even though he makes me a little crazy. He's the "nag" in the family. He can be fun when he wants to be fun, but he Biotches about just about everything - I think he may be part of the problem. We've tried to talk about it but everytime it seems to get turned around & I always feel like I'm the one who is wrong. I have 2 girls who I love & who I live for. They still make me very happy & they are what I try to focus on. Natasha1 - I exercise just about everyday - it is my stress reliever. When thinking about what made me happy before - I used to love hanging out with friends & going to social parties - I'd laugh & socialize. But it got harder & harder to do this about 5 years ago. I just started getting to where I didn't enjoy laughing and talking to these people. My husband would & still does ask me if I want to go hang out & I do everything I can do to avoid going to hang out. I hang out sometimes with work friends & find myself having a good time. I live near the beach & my girls & I enjoy going to the beach & I still enjoy that. But I just feel like I really struggle when I just have to go hang out & make conversation & try to be happy around people so I avoid it now.
  2. I don't really know what I am anymore. I used to be happy, go lucky, loved life, loved people - up to probably about 6 or 7 years ago. I'm 44 now. Sometimes I'm sad & I cry. A lot of the time I just feel blah. I don't know what my problem is. I have a great family, I have a good job, I have NOTHING to complain about, but yet still I am rarely happy. I don't even know sometimes if I feel sad or blah. I don't like hanging out with friends anymore, I don't feel like talking to many people anymore. I've talked to my doctor about this. I've taken various medications on and off & nothing really seems to help. I try to keep on plugging along & try to live like a normal person but there are many times when I wonder if I'm ever going to FEEL normal again. I get really tired of trying. I did go to a counselor one time - I felt a little better after I left, but when I called back to make another appointment, my medical record was "missing" and the counselor didn't remember me or any of our conversation. Needless to say, that left a bad impression regarding how I feel about counselors. For now, I'll keep on going since I don't really have a choice. Maybe the flip will switch someday & I'll actually feel a little excited about something again. Does anyone else have these feelings? Is this depression or is this just feeling blah because of age?
  3. I hope you had a fantastic day :)

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