Hi, my name is Douglas. But, most people call me Mind so I would request that you call me that please. Thank you. Well, I'm 19 and I have a few mental difficulties. I'm Bipolar or Depressed, in my 10 years or so of being looked into, no one has decided on which I am so I'm in a struggle for that. I also suffer from Dissociative Identify Disorder aka Split Personality. I have anxiety and panic attacks, night terrors, post traumatic stress disorder and probably a whole bunch of other things that I'm probably not aware of. Many of my mental difficulties more than likely are from my child hood where I was abused and basically had no friends for.. well... ever. It's not that I couldn't make them, it's not I wasn't allowed to because of my mother. I still have no friends in " real life " because.. well... I guess I just don't know how to make them. I've attempted suicide over 30 times and I'm a recovering self mutilator. Razors being my tool of choice. I guess that's the bad stuff so.. let me think of some good things. I have a GF that I live with now and love with all I am. Um... I like Pokemon. Lame, I know. But, hey, it's what I like. I'm obsessed with The Joker from Batman because... idk, I just like the insanity of him. I'm a very good writer and love music. ... I guess that's all. I hope to meet people and get suppourt here and make a few friends. Thank you and bless.