Just Need to Get Some Things Out in DEPRESSION CENTRAL Posted 22 hours ago On 7/12/2019 at 11:33 PM, Depressedgurl007 said: Hi Stan. I have felt what you are feeling and some days I still do. Just know you can tell us anything here. Ur very brave to post all your feelings and writing your heart out. I hope u feel a tiny bit better after getting those words out and clearing your thoughts. It’s ok to be wrong and foolish and make mistakes. You are a human and humans make mistakes, lotsa mistakes. And your heart is a container. If you fill it up with anger and hate and negativity, there is no space to fill it up with positive way of thinking. So let it all out. Keep posting. Depression is a painful thing, so don’t listen to those thoughts, you’re doing your best and that is enough. Keep swimming and keep searching for a way out ya. Take it one step at a time. We are here and we feel you. Thanks. I don’t think it’s “brave” though. I think it’s chicken s**t. I can’t put an end to it, and I can’t fix it. So all I have left is to complain quasi-anonymously. If I was truly brave maybe I’d share with family or friends. But I don’t.. If I was truly brave I would continue to seek out a good counselor. But that has proven to be such a discouraging process that I can no longer bear it. If I was truly brave I would share with my wife. But putting the possibility of her dismissal in front of potential healing is weakness in its finest form. I like your analogy as our hearts as containers. I’ve always wondered why I lacked some basic human emotions such as love. That would certainly explain why.