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Natasha1

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    Natasha1 got a reaction from HeatherG for a status update, A hug right back to you. 🙂   
    A hug right back to you. 🙂
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    Natasha1 reacted to samadhiSheol for a status update, I’m barely on the grid at the mo.. in the middle of nowhere. A couple of storms and t   
    I’m barely on the grid at the mo.. in the middle of nowhere.
    A couple of storms and the weather persistently just under 30 degrees Celsius. Not bad if you have a lake to swim in 😉 and a bottle of chilled grüner veltliner..
    Love you guys.
     
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Waffles for a status update, "i live each moment as my last..... There's only us There's only this Forget regret--   
    "i live each moment as my last.....
    There's only us
    There's only this
    Forget regret-- or life is yours to miss.
    No other road
    No other way
    No day but today"
     
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Waffles for a status update, "i live each moment as my last..... There's only us There's only this Forget regret--   
    "i live each moment as my last.....
    There's only us
    There's only this
    Forget regret-- or life is yours to miss.
    No other road
    No other way
    No day but today"
     
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    Natasha1 reacted to Waffles for a status update, the night owl is back in action   
    the night owl is back in action  
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from RiverLight for a status update, Ive listened to my badly recorded audition and maybe it isnt so bad...at this point i   
    Ive listened to my badly recorded audition and maybe it isnt so bad...at this point i think im not solo material but i think it was ok.
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from 20YearsandCounting for a status update, I was so anxious. Now i am freakishly calm. My husband is nagging and getting at me c   
    I was so anxious. Now i am freakishly calm. 
    My husband is nagging and getting at me constantly. Even just complaining about things to himself. I am keeping calm. I am keeping calm.
    First stage of audition hair is done.
    I am calm.
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from 20YearsandCounting for a status update, I was so anxious. Now i am freakishly calm. My husband is nagging and getting at me c   
    I was so anxious. Now i am freakishly calm. 
    My husband is nagging and getting at me constantly. Even just complaining about things to himself. I am keeping calm. I am keeping calm.
    First stage of audition hair is done.
    I am calm.
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    Natasha1 reacted to gandolfication for a status update, A Room There's a room in my mind, I cannot walk out of. Comfortless and bare, it impr   
    A Room 
    There's a room in my mind, I cannot walk out of.
    Comfortless and bare, it imprisons me.
    From a window, I can see out just a little;
    Through trees and hills, I can see some light, though it never touches me directly.
    I see shapes and forms move, and hear sounds I once knew to signify hope,
    But they never come in.
    I know there once was a door here someplace,
    But long ago while I must have been sleeping, its seems were deleted, all signs erased.
    It could be in front or beside, above, or below me;
    I have looked for it often but never found its trace.
    I have thought long, read much, and talked to so many in the outside world about how to find it;
    But really it exists as a memory and sometimes the sound of hope,
    Both phantoms somewhere in the room in my mind.
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    Natasha1 reacted to Waffles for a status update, im back.   
    im back.
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Aki Sky for a status update, The deliciousness of banana muffins is overpowered by chocolate chips. :(   
    The deliciousness of banana muffins is overpowered by chocolate chips. :(
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Aki Sky for a status update, Need to find time to work on my poetry slam material   
    Need to find time to work on my poetry slam material
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from evalynn for a status update, someone Else's Story Long ago In someone else's lifetime Someone with my name Who loo   
    someone Else's Story Long ago In someone else's lifetime Someone with my name Who looked a lot like me Came to know A man and made a promise He only had to say And that's where she would be Lately Although the feelings run just as deep The promise she made has grown impossible to keep And yet I wish it wasn't so Will he miss me if I go?   In a way It's someone else's story I don't see myself As taking part at all Yesterday The girl that I was fond of Finally could see The writings on the wall Sadly She realized she'd left him behind And sadder than that she knew he wouldn't even mind And though there's nothing left to say Would he listen if I stay?   It's all very well to say you fool it's now or never I could be choosing No choices whatsoever.   I could be In someone else's story In someone else's life And he could be in mine I don't see A reason to be lonely I should take my chances Further down the line And if That girl I knew should ask my advice Oh I wouldn't hesitate she needn't ask me twice Go now! I'd tell her that for free Trouble is, that girl is me The story is, that girl is me.   ~ from Chess
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from gandolfication for a status update, You. Yeah you. Why are you so hard? Its making it more diffucult to live with you. Th   
    You. Yeah you. Why are you so hard? Its making it more diffucult to live with you. The my way or the highway mentality is stifling. The one way street is too. Home is the one place i am supposed to be comfortable isnt it?
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from gandolfication for a status update, In a way Its someone elses story I dont see myself As taking part at all   
    In a way
    Its someone elses story
    I dont see myself
    As taking part at all
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    Natasha1 reacted to quentin360 for a status update, Hello everyone, it's been quite some time since I posted on your and I just wanted to   
    Hello everyone, it's been quite some time since I posted on your and I just wanted to give my status that I am still alive, struggling, but getting better. I know that I would be on here like every day for a long period of my severe depression episodes and it has been so good for me to get all the support that I have gotten on here from everyone. I had been, since 2011, just isolating myself here with only my thoughts to keep me company and that is not very good company at all. A a few months ago I finally took that leap of faith and started volunteering at a place called "Hand of Hope" here in my town and going to church with the pastor that runs it and it has so far been a great experience for me. To be able to get outside of myself and try to help others while at the same time helping myself. And I know that in the process I have neglected to at least touch base with you guys here, seeing as this is the best place I know of with a community of people that truly love and are concerned about me and others. I still fall into my "comfort zone"of sheer and frightening dark depression and I withdraw from everything and just stay home. But those are the times that I need to go and try to help others but we all know that in our depression we can be very selfish, not saying that's a bad thing that we do, it's just the way it is. We keep to ourselves and don't allow anyone else in our world, even though we must at times let other people that want to help us, help us. I will try to be in this community more often but I promise nothing because I am not very good of a promise keeper. So that's my status for today, Veterans Day 2017. Be good to yourselves my friends... Quentin
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    Natasha1 reacted to 20YearsandCounting for a status update,   
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    Natasha1 reacted to Waffles for a status update, You have become more than you would ever know   
    You have become more than you would ever know
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Asta for a status update, I dont like it. But stare away. Do as you must.   
    I dont like it. 
    But stare away. Do as you must.
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    Natasha1 reacted to Waffles for a status update, Understand that you have your whole life ahead of you, whatever problems or mistakes   
    Understand that you have your whole life ahead of you, whatever problems or mistakes you had in the past define who you are, but you shouldn't let them control who you are. You can control your future, so use this to your advantage and make efforts to turn it into something you have always dreamed of.
    You will become more than you could ever know  
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from hocico for a status update, Why can i not help people? I want to fix everything. Why cant i have magical powers?   
    Why can i not help people? I want to fix everything. Why cant i have magical powers? Then i could do some serious good in the world.
     
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    Natasha1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update,   
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    Natasha1 reacted to Tungsten Aromatics for a status update, Interview on Wednesday next week. for a counselling course at college.Let's nail it!   
    Interview on Wednesday next week. for a counselling course at college.Let's nail it!
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    Natasha1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update,   
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    Natasha1 reacted to Tungsten Aromatics for a status update, Interview on Tuesday next week. Let's nail it!   
    Interview on Tuesday next week. Let's nail it!
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