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Natasha1

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    Natasha1 reacted to quentin360 for a status update, Hello everyone, it's been quite some time since I posted on your and I just wanted   
    Hello everyone, it's been quite some time since I posted on your and I just wanted to give my status that I am still alive, struggling, but getting better. I know that I would be on here like every day for a long period of my severe depression episodes and it has been so good for me to get all the support that I have gotten on here from everyone. I had been, since 2011, just isolating myself here with only my thoughts to keep me company and that is not very good company at all. A a few months ago I finally took that leap of faith and started volunteering at a place called "Hand of Hope" here in my town and going to church with the pastor that runs it and it has so far been a great experience for me. To be able to get outside of myself and try to help others while at the same time helping myself. And I know that in the process I have neglected to at least touch base with you guys here, seeing as this is the best place I know of with a community of people that truly love and are concerned about me and others. I still fall into my "comfort zone"of sheer and frightening dark depression and I withdraw from everything and just stay home. But those are the times that I need to go and try to help others but we all know that in our depression we can be very selfish, not saying that's a bad thing that we do, it's just the way it is. We keep to ourselves and don't allow anyone else in our world, even though we must at times let other people that want to help us, help us. I will try to be in this community more often but I promise nothing because I am not very good of a promise keeper. So that's my status for today, Veterans Day 2017. Be good to yourselves my friends... Quentin
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    Natasha1 reacted to 20YearsandCounting for a status update,   

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    Natasha1 reacted to Waffles for a status update, You have become more than you would ever know   
    You have become more than you would ever know
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Teddy545 for a status update, I dont like it.  But stare away. Do as you must.   
    I dont like it. 
    But stare away. Do as you must.
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    Natasha1 reacted to Waffles for a status update, Understand that you have your whole life ahead of you, whatever problems or mistak   
    Understand that you have your whole life ahead of you, whatever problems or mistakes you had in the past define who you are, but you shouldn't let them control who you are. You can control your future, so use this to your advantage and make efforts to turn it into something you have always dreamed of.
    You will become more than you could ever know  
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from hocico for a status update, Why can i not help people? I want to fix everything. Why cant i have magical power   
    Why can i not help people? I want to fix everything. Why cant i have magical powers? Then i could do some serious good in the world.
     
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    Natasha1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update,   

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    Natasha1 reacted to Tungsten Aromatics for a status update, Interview on Wednesday next week. for a counselling course at college.Let's nail it   
    Interview on Wednesday next week. for a counselling course at college.Let's nail it!
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    Natasha1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update,   

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    Natasha1 reacted to Tungsten Aromatics for a status update, Interview on Tuesday next week. Let's nail it!   
    Interview on Tuesday next week. Let's nail it!
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Waffles for a status update, Hoping the sun comes out for everyone!! Especially its light glowing in your eyes.   
    Hoping the sun comes out for everyone!! Especially its light glowing in your eyes.
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Waffles for a status update, Tears...such a curse. Worse than ANY Womanly physical "events."   
    Tears...such a curse. Worse than ANY Womanly physical "events."
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Waffles for a status update, Hey girl. Checking in.    
    Hey girl. Checking in. 
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    Natasha1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update, Happy Friday peeps!   
    Happy Friday peeps!


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    Natasha1 reacted to Waffles for a status update, The tyranny, the violent streets, deprived of all that we're blessed with, and we c   
    The tyranny, the violent streets, deprived of all that we're blessed with, and we can't get enough, no...
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Waffles for a status update, I wonder if i wil get around to transplanting 50 tomato plants tomorrow? Cannot let   
    I wonder if i wil get around to transplanting 50 tomato plants tomorrow? Cannot let it get out of hand again...the peppers will need it soon.
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Waffles for a status update, I wonder if i wil get around to transplanting 50 tomato plants tomorrow? Cannot let   
    I wonder if i wil get around to transplanting 50 tomato plants tomorrow? Cannot let it get out of hand again...the peppers will need it soon.
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Waffles for a status update, I wonder if i wil get around to transplanting 50 tomato plants tomorrow? Cannot let   
    I wonder if i wil get around to transplanting 50 tomato plants tomorrow? Cannot let it get out of hand again...the peppers will need it soon.
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from Waffles for a status update, I wonder if i wil get around to transplanting 50 tomato plants tomorrow? Cannot let   
    I wonder if i wil get around to transplanting 50 tomato plants tomorrow? Cannot let it get out of hand again...the peppers will need it soon.
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    Natasha1 reacted to Jalen for a status update, Sorry I haven't been on much, got a lot of sh!t going on right now. Not dead y   
    Sorry I haven't been on much, got a lot of sh!t going on right now.
    Not dead yet, guess that's good.
    Hope you all are doing okay.
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from SFChristianGirl for a status update, Having such a good teaching day! Gotta put this in my Little Things thread and the   
    Having such a good teaching day! Gotta put this in my Little Things thread and the Positivity thread too. Just have been very very present with these kids. Got a comment from one little girl who said I'm very laughy today lol.
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    Natasha1 got a reaction from SFChristianGirl for a status update, Someday all will be well.   
    Someday all will be well.
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    Natasha1 reacted to Waffles for a status update, They say these days are the best we've got, what a tragic thought. I try and I try   
    They say these days are the best we've got, what a tragic thought. I try and I try not to waste my time but it just flies by the more I try...
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    Natasha1 reacted to Tungsten Aromatics for a status update, I have had 6,689 cups of coffee from my machine since I brought it in 2014!   
    I have had 6,689 cups of coffee from my machine since I brought it in 2014!

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    Natasha1 reacted to Waffles for a status update, I'm bad luck baby, you know? Follows me around every I go...   
    I'm bad luck baby, you know? Follows me around every I go...