Natasha1

Loved this entry 20years!! Knowcwhats funny? We started watching it yesterday. Weird coincidence!!

Maybe i dont really love him. Is it wrong to have slight hope that he dies before i do, just so that i can live in some sort of peace? Age 50, 80 110...no matter how short lived it is...just some peace in life. Not being accused of making big deals out of things that oh i am sorry....things i find concerning about our daughter. Making mountains out of nothing eh? Sure just brush it off. Shrug and wipe your hands. Then when her issues get bad you can blame me for that too.

Maybe i dont really love him. Is it wrong to have slight hope that he dies before i do, just so that i can live in some sort of peace? Age 50, 80 110...no matter how short lived it is...just some peace in life. Not being accused of making big deals out of things that oh i am sorry....things i find concerning about our daughter. Making mountains out of nothing eh? Sure just brush it off. Shrug and wipe your hands. Then when her issues get bad you can blame me for that too.

Thank you Bulgakov! Something i love to do is write when things hurt. Woild love to get good at it. If i won the lottery i would get a creative writing degree because...just because.

Thank you!!!

Mixture of stuff

The door slams Silence Solace Its quiet Now that you've shut that hole I don't think I'm supposed to he ok with all of this But this way I don't have to kiss your ass I just wait and hear The silence pass I wait for the chaos The noise Like thunder cutting the sky To once again rain down on me But no refreshing or cleansing water Comes in your world There is no such thing in the world you are God of But...you fail to remember or did you ever realize -- I am not and never was your Eve

SLAM The door slams Silence Solace Its quiet Now that you've shut that hole I don't think I'm supposed to he ok with all of this But this way I don't have to kiss your ass I just wait and hear The silence pass I wait for the chaos The noise Like thunder cutting the sky To once again rain down on me But no refreshing or cleansing water Comes in your world There is no such thing in the world you are God of But...you fail to remember or did you ever realize -- I am not and never was your Eve

Trust issues.

Wait until month end. For one thing, Black Friday hasnt happened right? And looking at it mid month may be detrimental as you go. If you must do it for work purposes like tracking ongoing results, then just be careful how you process the info. Wait until month end, as that is what truly counts isnt it? Thats when the sales is said and done. Hugs

@salparadise6132 I get by with the help of you! Lol. Not insensitive. Loved that. I cancelled my lesson. I think ill just end up hurting myself. I might cancel work. AGAIN. sigh. My clients might get pissed off.

So now ny throat is sore and it feels all furry. Seriously? I need to sing and work tomorrow!

I wanna be sedated Who was it the Ramones??

I believe that BED is found in both the dsm iv and v. If you are referring to binge eating alone you would be right except binge eating is usually present in both anorexia nervosa and bulimia.

Im sick with no energy but i heard you. I care.