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Winston Smith

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  1. I have - probably - had the worst weekend of my life so far. The issue has been crippling existential anxiety. My thoughts invariably dwell on death; in turn my heart weeps. I just feel utterly hopeless in the face of my own - and others' - mortality.
  2. One More Red Nightmare: I've experienced something similar (I think). This will definitely be my last New Year's Eve. Soon the world will have one less 30 year-old virgin loser.
  3. I hope you are having an amazing day! : ) ღ Lindsay

  4. I hope you had a fantastic day :)

  5. Thanks for the suggestions guys. It's always great to recieve some support and suggestions when your own judgement is clouded and you feel mentally exhausted. By taking two days off, I will do my utmost to recooperate to a state where I am functioning again. And I'll ask a friend to lend me his notes later. Winston
  6. As the topic title suggests, I really feel that I need to recover after a particularly severe period of depression. It won't affect any my results for the courses I'm taking (nothing genuinely compulsory in the coming days), but I'll miss a few lectures. And rock bottom means rock bottom. Thanks for your thoughts.
  7. My insomnia is worse than it has been in a long time.
  8. I suffer from existential depression and deeply fear death. Although raised in a very secular and non-religous houehold, I have grown to deeply respect many religious people and recognize the great comfort many get from their beliefs. Overall I think religion is a force for good. But I cannot bring myself to believe. I am an atheist.
  9. Been feeling really down today. Must be the weather.
  10. Thanks for each and every suggestion. I do appreciate it. I shall try to incorporate more time outdoors into my daily routin. Photography is also a great suggestion Violet. I used to appreciate taking photographs but as with most everything else I lost interest somewhere along the way. jimbow15: Thanks for your comment. I do not currently recieve any form of treatment, either through therapy or medication. My thinking up until this point has been that I would rather subject myself to and endure my depression head on than subject myself to any form of treatment.
  11. While summer ought to be a time for relaxation and a chance to engage in endavours you otherwise have scant time for, I find it simply passing by with nothing happening. I have been so depressed and have not really done anything other than going through the motions, reading books mostly, and helped some friends and family with work they needed done. Now, I only have a few weeks of
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