I am sure its all a state of mind. When we get scared, happy, nervous, any change in emotion what do we all do....LIGHT UP. I dont care if its a bandaid right now...Thats what I need. all the more bandaids I can get help at the moment. The doctor yesterday gave me the 3rd degree for smoking. He was drawing graphs and pictures of the lung cavities, going over how much it multiplies your risk of health issues and cancers. It was all amazing but really ineffective at this time. I wasn't in there for any thing even remotely close to something that has to do with my smoking. Just getting my surgery looked at from Friday haha.