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About nealy

  • Birthday 12/07/1983

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  1. thinking of trying to fit God into my life.

  2. Thanks all... It's nice to know there are other people out there like me, but it also saddens me because I know the pain and emptiness you feel, and nobody should have to feel this way. I do have some trouble when it comes to starting conversations, because I really lack confidence. I don't feel as if I have anything to offer. Then I feel that I come off as boring, and maybe even a snob. I did sign up yesterday to become a volunteer at the Wildlife refuge, helping injured and orphaned wildlife. I know I will love that, I love animals. Today, I checked out some classes to learn how to crochet. I've done a little bit in the past, and I loved it, but have since forgotten everything I learned. Maybe I will meet some people there.
  3. Hey all .. I need some support. I am so lonely, that it hurts. I have no friends, and believe me I've tried to make some. I can get through most days but then nights like tonight, I feel this emptiness inside that I can't even explain. I usually just cry to release the pain. I feel like I am the only person in this world like this.I would do anything to have just one close friend in my life. I can't imagine living another 50+ years in this lonely world I am stuck in. How do I cope with this pain?
  4. Thanks. I decided not to go, as I got myself so worked up that I threw up. I just started seeing a therapist last Friday and will be seeing her every Friday the next few weeks. I am extremely messed up
  5. Life sucks.

    1. imbd


      hru ..whats going on..what about your job..

  6. I have had trouble getting/keeping a job the past 5 years. Everytime I find a job, I worry about it constantly. I start a new temp job tomorrow morning and it is a 10 hour shift. I haven't worked in almost 8 months. I am literally freaking out right now. The horrible thing is that I almost wish I would get sick, or something serious would happen so I had an excuse to get out of it. But then again, I am sick, mentally. There are so many things I want to have, and want to do, and want to accomplish. But even those aren't good enough reasons to motivate me. What am I supposed to do? I can't survive without a job. I WANT to work. But I CANT! Why does this keep happening? Why can't I just get a job and go to work like everyone else? If I give up this job, I doubt I will get any other chances because of how horrible my job history is. I am going to lose everything, because my best friend can't support me by himself. I just got an eviction notice, and my electricity is going to be shut off. What the hell is the point in even living, if I can't afford to live?
  7. I really want the old DF back! I haven't been on much and that's why :(

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      yaa old one was good..

  8. Is really hating the new style of DF! Very confusing!!

  9. Have had a pretty good day today. Not a bad start to the year! :)

  10. Hey there, how are you doing? :) Happy New Year :)

  11. Happy New Year! :-)

  12. Hi! Just dropping by to see how you are :) Hope you had a good day!

  13. Had no motivation to get anything done today!

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  14. I can be really mean to someone when i am feeling lonely and really depressed. I think it's a way of getting attention somehow. They don't know it, they just think i am being a b***h. I hate being this way.
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