Hertz

So what if I send her an instagram invitation

🎵It's my life - sad sad life life - it's my life - sad sad life life -...🎵

Not living the life I should be living.

Aging is death by a million cuts.

Yes, give the meds time..
And I cannot thank you enough for being so kind..

It's been a year. 
Hope everyone is OK.

Hertz, I hope you're alright?

I want to lie on a boat and be carried by the current like boromir.

Between disasters and catastrophes.

How can I ever dream of being authentic if I'm a messy pile of non-sense?

I never really felt safe within my family.

I never really felt safe within my family.

My peace of mind needs a bodyguard.

My peace of mind needs a bodyguard.

My peace of mind needs a bodyguard.

I need more reality in my life. Real goals, real people, real relationships.

Sometimes you just want something kind or reassuring being said to you-- not the words "I don't know what to say."  Geez.

The dreams I make at night make more sense than my life.

The dreams I make at night make more sense than my life.

Sometimes when I say no to something it's because I'm saying yes to my peace of mind.

Sometimes when I say no to something it's because I'm saying yes to my peace of mind.

My back pain is not even that severe, yet I obsess a lot over it. I want it to heal, or at least not to get worse. So many questions. What doesn't help is that the medical field is still at a very primitive stage concerning back health. Minimal progress since prehistoric times.

Maybe it's not that important to want things, to have goals and objectives. Maybe being is enough.

Maybe it's not that important to want things, to have goals and objectives. Maybe being is enough.

* sigh of enthusiasm *