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  1. Dream: neighbor, anger

    I'm in my childhood home with my mom and brother. The neighbor comes in and talks to us with disrespect and intimidates us. There is a feeling of powerlessness and of being under the rule of a tyrant. He goes away. I'm by myself and start a rant and scream at a flat tv that contains pictures. I pretend like I'm talking to my father and denounce how he claims to be so high class and superior, yet treated my mom, brother and I like crap. After I'm done ranting to the tv screen I go away and notice I'm even more angry instead of feeling relief. Interpretation: I've been disrespected by different people lately which made me extremely angry. Instead of talking to them about it, I blocked them on social media and phone lists (represented by the screen). Doing this does not diminish the anger and might even do the opposite.
  2. Woke up this morning from an anger filled nightmare.

  3. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Confused, pessimistic, guilty.
  4. Raising my standards also means having less choices.

  5. Dating web sites are a waste of my time and energy, yet I can't do without the glimmer of hope they offer.

  6. I'm attracted to toxic women.

    1. HeatherG


      We're all over, everywhere!  HA! :)  :shifty3:

    2. HeatherG


      wait, just joking??  :dontgetit:

  7. What Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Mylène Farmer - L'horloge
  8. If I'm crazy about someone insane, does that make me crazy?

  9. It's difficult to find someone who is available mentally, emotionally, physically and who I'm attracted to.

    1. HeatherG


      But wouldn't that be the perfect find?  Perfection.  Which I would think doesn't exist, does it?  One is lucky to find that person who is kind, smart, attractive on the outside with attractive qualities inside.  Then, one decides if you want to deal with the flaws because every human being has them.  You just have to ask yourself what flaws you're willing to deal with.  In my humble opinion, of course.  :)

  10. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I feel slightly better. Cold symptoms have been dogging me. I hope you're having a nice sunday
  11. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Down, seeing problems everywhere.
  12. The one I've been using for almost a year is Cubase Artist. It comes with cool effects and instruments. The one I was referring to was the trial version of Reason, which is worth taking a look at also. Most of these software, which are referred to as DAWs, have a trial version, usually one month. A daw that is completely free is called Reaper. It is very decent, but it does not come with virtual instruments, although you can get free ones at a website called vst4free.
  13. Not another cold already