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Boards of Canada - An Eagle In Your Mind

Katatonia - For my demons

Goldfrapp - Annabel

Frustrated.

Marty Friedman - Forbidden City

I understand how intrusive and convincing these thoughts must be. It must be a very painful situation. The good news is that ocd is a treatable disease. Are you seeing a doctor or therapist about your ocd?

Hi MommaMM and welcome to the forum Sorry it took so long for you to get a diagnosis. Sadly it is not uncommon, and for many people getting the right diagnosis can take years. In an ideal world these disorders would be detected in early childhood, and even though more and more preschool programs pay attention to these things, there is still a long way to go. I would try to not be too hard on myself. There are things that are just outside our control. I think the responsibility lies more in the hands of teachers and medical providers. Also, sometimes the notions of achievement that float around in society can be a bit narrow. Sometimes all we can do is our best, with the knowledge and resources that are available to us.

The crime of father amaro. Liked it.

I'd be surprised if prolonged use of antidepressants caused damage. Certain antidepressants have been shown to actually promote the creation of new neurons. As for anti-psychotics I have no idea.