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Hertz last won the day on January 5

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About Hertz

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  1. *krusty the klown sigh*

  2. I want to meet someone new so I can forget about her.

  3. How Do You Feel Today? #32

    Had a small nap that completely messed me up.
  4. Missing

    I think my attachment to her reveals how sad my life is, how lonely I am inside. It shows there are things missing in my life. What are these things? This longing for something impossible might be a memory of my childhood desire for love and acceptance. I'm reenacting the desire to have my parents provide warmth, encouragement, support. Endless loop of longing for something impossible. I can't forget her because I must remember what happened when I was a child. The loneliness, the sadness, the frustration. I'm still disappointed by my parents. I'm still longing for some type of turn-around that will never happen. Is this desire for her what I felt as a child? This mix of longing, disappointment, frustration, sadness? This feeling that if things were different, that if the object of desire was available, everything would be amazing? How can I console the child in me?
  5. Dream: Trump

    I'm with Trump who is my father. A bunch of people start throwing insults at him. I feel compelled to defend him so I interpose myself physically between him and them.
  6. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    Rest in peace Mark aka LioninWinter
  7. Weaponless

    I wish I could take a pill and forget about her. She's like my default thought and obsession. Being away from her didn't help. I feel weaponless. She got me. I'm under her hold for god knows how long. I overcame many things in my life. This I don't know how to.
  8. I want someone who's both available and unavailable, close and distant, warm and cold, loving and rejecting. Is that too much to ask?

    1. HeatherG


      Too much to ask?  Lil bit!  :)

  9. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

  10. Cleaned the apartment. Bought some home items. Had a warm conversation at tim hortons with two strangers to whom I explained how to connect to the local wifi.
  11. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

  12. Got too drunk on NYE.

    1. HeatherG


      But did you have fun?  :)

    2. Hertz


      Yes I did although I don't like getting sick from overdrinking. I feel like I didn't take good care of myself that night.

    3. HeatherG


      I hope you feel better today.  :)

  13. Being single never sounded better.