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Sorry, don't know if this is the right subforum to post it. Because of being a pushover in the past, letting people walk over me, being victim of bullying and a pedophile, and seeing all the evil **** happening in this cursed world and how our societies are build on lies, I developed huge anger issues and misanthropy. I bottled up my feelings for a long time, but now, it looks like I reached the last straw to break the camel's back, lashing out at everyone who says something (in my mind) hurtful or stupid. Being born sensitive, I had once empathy, but all I feel now is hate, disgust, aggression and apathy towards people. Sometimes I just want to break something. The hate and anger are eating me up and I don't know what to do.