Has anyone burnt a bridge down and can't fix it?
Sherrit replied to csam's topic in DEPRESSION CENTRALI'm new to this forum so I'll try my best to articulate my story in something that makes sense. I have opted to burn my bridges with my children very recently. Having me in their life is a huge burden and one I cannot put them through. I don't have the courage required to end my existence completely to help them, but if I could, I would've done it by now. I have failed them as a father and their mother now has a new man that they can call dad because even not knowing them, he's already a better father than me. So yeah, I've burnt a bridge that can't be rebuilt. I'm extremely lonely currently, although I do work, it's all an act during the day and I'm exhausted by the end of the day mentally. Sorry if this wasn't the actual meaning behind your topic. M