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FadedStar

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  1. I am new to this forum and have dealt with OCD, depression and anxiety for most of my life. I hope this forum will help me with my journey and daily struggles. I hope you all are doing well during these uncertain times.
  2. Hi, I have been browsing this forum for a few months now and I really appreciate the advice you guys have given about how to stop CO. I wanted to share my journey I have been dealing with for the past 6 years. Although the daydreaming and fantasies about my two CO are under control, unfortunately I have been dealing with obsessive thoughts about their real lives. I have been off Twitter and Facebook for the past few weeks, I am now working on cutting out Instagram, google searching, and celebrity news/gossip sites. It has not been easy as I feel heartbroken and angry because I have realized that my COs personalities have changed for the worst over the past few years and they have become phonies. They now are obnoxious, immature attention seekers who put on a fake image of being nice, down-to-earth people when in reality they are mean to fans and are preoccupied with money and fame. They are also in unhappy marriages with sleazy gold diggers and won't leave them because they want to maintain their public image (I am not jealous, I've seen fan photos, videos and sightings which tell a different story from the image they project). There are lots of other things which I won't get into that makes me feel that I have been lied to. The garbage that their PR teams put out and the fake public personas are not good for my mental health. I know I will be very upset if I see them still in unhappy marriages with people who are taking advantage of them and I will even be more upset to see them with their kids. I have learned that CO is doomed to fail because sooner or later they will let you down. Yes, they are human and make mistakes, but you also have to draw a line when their whole personality is horrible and they refuse to change or get help. In the future, I will refrain from looking for information, interviews, news, or gossip about a celebrity's personal life and just enjoy movies, tv shows and music by themselves.
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