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  1. So may I ask, what do you think it is? Are you afraid you have COVID or something else? If you don’t mind my asking?
  2. I’m so sorry to hear that your feeling down and out, I hope your feeling better real soon! And remember you always have caring friends here to lend you a helping hand!
  3. Hi Amaya, when I read your post I felt the need to write something, I lost my sobriety as well a long time ago, but I’m not going to give up on hope, because at this point that’s all any one has, especially me! But, I pass that hope on to you as well, with strength in yourself and faith in god, we can overcome anything big or small!! The people in this forum are just like us, no different, we put our heads down and plow through the best that we can, and we try best we can to help one another, I hope I’ve helped you a little with this post, and I hope you feel better real soon! Contact me anytime via post if you feel the need to!
  4. Thank you sober4life for acceptance and understanding of what hell this is like..I hope you find piece and understanding yourself!! Your friend wiswash.. lol now mabey I can get some sleep, that remains to be seen!
  5. I’m so glad you got to meet with a friend, sounds like you had a great day! I’m happy for you..I wish I had a friend to fall back on!..I miss that..but it is what it is..as usual my friends of the past are either deceased or have moved on and forgotten me, how sad, anyway another insomnia night because of anxiety! My partner is fast asleep, so no one to talk to, so I think now would be a good time to say that I’m a gay woman just looking for someone or something I can connect with? In a friendly manner, I sincerely I hope that I didn’t offend anyone , that clearly was not my intention, my partner does not suffer the same affliction that I suffer, so there have been hard lonely times on my part, feeling so alone in this affliction of anxiety and depression.. again forgive me if I have offended anyone, just looking to be accepted...
  6. Bye the way, how do you stay sober for life?...self medicating sucks!!
  7. Not so strange @sober4life, I feel like nothing will ever happen that’s positive or good in my life “Ever”..just gotta keep moving I guess!
  8. I agree, that anxious and nevertheless depressed and hopeless feelings don’t ever seem to go away, but have faith and have some Mac and cheese “! After all it’s comfort food! So they say..and go to bed tonight knowing your not alone!!
  9. The big question..how do I feel right now? Hmmm let’s see, well right now I’m frustrated a little angry and sad all at the same time, I’m so tired of arguing with my partner it seems like that’s all we do anymore.. some would say get out of the relationship! Hell, even I’ve said it and sometimes I think that’s what I want and that it would be for the best for both of us! I don’t know I’m so confused and upset all the time that I don’t know if I’m coming or going, I keep praying that things will get better for me but they never do, this is horrible to feel so trapped inside yourself and having no one to talk to about it, no friends per say to vent to. Between my disorder and my relationship problems, I just don’t see a happy ending to any of this! Oh well mabey tomorrow will be better god willing...
  10. @sober4life I totally agree and understand how you feel, because I definitely feel that way every darn day! Good to know I’m not the only one out there that feels this way
  11. Well, I can’t speak for everyone here, but I’m personally sick and tired of feeling down every single day I wake up. And now on top of everything else I have to deal with, I’ve developed insomnia! I don’t know how the hell im supposed to mentally take all this stuff? It’s like who am I supposed to talk to at 3 in the morning because I can’t sleep...grrrrr I’m so frustrated and scared!
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