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Wolven

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  1. @sober4life Oh wow really? Thats really wonderful to hear I'm glad I could help you , even if just a little.
  2. Great, content, motivated and not afraid to be on here.
  3. @Lorax Thats truly inspiring to hear it helped you that much during your dark time of your life. --- Small Spaces by: Katherine Arden
  4. I'm hoping and praying I get over this virus soon to get back to walking a mile or more again each day and doing my workout routine as well.
  5. @anon22ae I never was accepted by any cliques my whole life during my school years, even online as well. People just don't accept me for what I like, my interests, beliefs, opinions and vewis on things. I'm happy to not be labeled as something since I never like lables in general. I'm truly my 100% self all the time, you either like me or you don't. I don't care what people think of me anyone. I like what I like, dress how I want and ect. I'm always and willl forever be my true authentic self and will never change for no person.
  6. I hope that my story about myself, quote I wrote and other things about myself on DF helps at least one person out there. That would truly make me smile and happy knowing I did something good and contributed to the world.
  7. Looking forward to getting 100% well again as my family as well with having the virus.
  8. Thank you for your reply, I very much appreciate it and also very sorry you've also been through stuff like this as well. I don't let any of my past of being online, all the traumatizing events as I stated above that some happen to me take over and consume me like it did when I was a teenager till age twenty eight. I'm so extremely strong now as well wise knowing how to protect myself from such things as well keep away from people such as those I stated. I'm at peace with it more and do like being by myself as well if I never have deep bonds with a person again online or in real life. I have ever right not to want that any relations with people if I choose too. Since I was twenty eight I finally said enough is enough and stood up for myself not letting the darkness win anymore.To finally put me first taking care of myself mentally, physically, emotionally, and spirituality. I wrote my quote on here that I hope everyone reads know they can get past anything hurting them right now just as I did if they choose to do so. Only you can change yourself no one can for you, anyone only help by encouraging and supporting you. That's just the harsh truth of it, however thats what I believe if people think that isn't the case.
  9. Pretty good even though I have the virus and should be upset or scared. However I'm not and made peace with it.
  10. Where do I even start to be honest, I hope what I write in this thread possibly educates or even help someone perhaps. To let them know there not alone in this and I too was and sorta am still haunted by this that it caused me to get C-PTSD because of what people done to me online the most. However now I'm not surviving anymore but thriving and becoming more at peace and happy with my life. Learning to let go and not let what happen to me effect or ruin my life anymore. This is my story I joined here to " try " to converse with others practicing my social skills being around people again online. You heard or possibly heard over the years and still hear the horror stories that happens online with some unlucky innocent people excluding kids and teenagers. Though it can also just as well effect adults just as much too. You heard about Catfishing, bullies, pedos, creeps, extreme mental health individuals from those who won't seek help nor want it. Them then brining you down with them severely with your own mental health at stake. You trying your very best to help or even safe them from not ending there lives. That it becoming a extremely dangerous road for you to be around this person as you think you stop helping best you can they end it and you then blame yourself. However that's not all what happens online today still that people don't talk about. Nor want too because it happen to them and there ashamed or blame themselves for falling for it or it happening to them. Really anyone reading this online is not as safe as you may think nor a good place to post a lot of your information on and pictures as well. It is dangerous to tell the real harsh truth, you can believe me or not but it is the truth. Where you can meet extremely messed up individuals that enter your lives that could cause stalking, threatening you, exposing you by black mailing and anything else you hear as well in movies and television today like hackers as well. I'm here to tell you what I wrote happen to me about half of those things starting at age ten when I met a pedo online. Thus began my traumatizing journey being online like every other kid and teenager was in the 2000s. It being the popular thing to be so call cool and accepted by everyone. People in society today don't really talk at all about these things to kids and teenagers not enough as they truly should. To truly prevent kids, teens or even adults taking there own lives or other very bad things happen. I mean really talk and explain what could happen if you post pretty much your whole life sharing it on social media, pictures, information and ect. People can and will use it to steal your identity if your not careful causing those types of problems for you if your not cautious as you should be when talking to people online. As for talking to people online today in this society it's okay to do it since a lot or half of the population in this world only have online sources to interact and meet people. However no one really wants to do or try to be cautious when talking to yes strangers online and be friend them just like that. Listen you truly and many people including my family even professional therapists told me you don't truly know anyone online at all. It takes years to truly know someone and trust someone online. A process I do is talk to them a long time do voice and video chat with them to prove they are who they say. Then if you both want meet each other irl and hang out and know what they look like then I think thats alright. Not knowing what they look like or sound like. Since they give you excuses of them not wanting to even just for a minute to prove to you they are who they say is a major reg flag. So then you should reconsider talking to them in my opinion and what I learned myself over the years for safety. All this is the dark side of the internet people ignore and think it won't happen to them so be friends someone quickly, fall in love and date quickly and ect. People truly don't get it can effect them badly as for me traumnically and pretty much ruin there lives if not careful as they know they should. I could go on for hours of telling you all the red flags to be careful of if meeting people or already been talking to them if there truly legit and being 100% truthful to you about who they are. But that would take a long time so sadly I can't say it all to be more helpful this this post is probably long already. However I think anyone reading this gets the idea of being safe online and what you should and shouldn't do so none of these things happen to you. I've tried to help while being online more active at age fourteen to people sharing my story and trying to save them from my fate I had happen to me sadly. Some listened to me took my advice and thanked me. While others didn't care and thought I was werid or wrong and didn't appreciate it, since that what I said wasn't a big deal. Or it wouldn't happen to them and just put themselves out not caring like everyone did to be normal, cool and accepted by society. All I said here is the truth as well my opinions we should all do or try and be more cautious when being online I suggest to help you be safe. I would be saddened if anything I went through happened to anyone as well. Lastly I like to say follow your intuition, if you feel even the slightest off about a person, things don't make sense or add up about them there a person you need to leave and not have in your life for your mental health and safety. It's your choice what you choose to do with your life just be careful is all. You can listen to me or not but it's what I learned over the years. **Note: I hope this alright to post this and hope no one gets mad and debates with me on my post. I'm just sharing my story and vewis on online safely and my opinions on how to make it safer. No one has to take my advice since its your choice and life to do what you want. Also believe in what you think is right for you. I also include meeting tons of liars, manipulators, rude, judgmental, racist and fake people during my time growing online too of types of people I met online. That's all I wanted to add.
  11. I'm going to be brave and share my interests and more about myself on here to everyone soon.
  12. @Epictetus Thank you you're very kind for wishing me and my family well. So far we are doing really good I just hope we fully recover soon.
  13. @sober4life Thank you for you kindness, I appreciate it. Wow whats wrong with society today ? Jeeze its just so...bad. I know not everyone in the world is bad but still in my life always met the not good to extremely bad types people sadly with my luck. *sighs* I trust animals more than people.
  14. @Bulgakov Thank you for you concern, I appreciate it. We do I think have the less symptoms of this virus. So far we are all doing well.
  15. My mother had 2 co workers of her's come in here work a few weeks back who got tested for the virus and didn't follow the rules just in case the were positive and stayed home for the results. My mother had gone to work the next day them both gone and tested positive she heard. So sadly she got the virus from them and now me and my whole family have it sadly. It wasn't my mother's fault it at all was her idiotic co workers that think this virus won't happen to them so why bother washing hands, wearing masks and ect. Where I reside people don't give a hoot about the virus and think there safe so why even bother following the rules and STAY HOME IF YOU HAVE IT OR Ill. Plus a lot wear NO masks in public, older folks and children and then bloody cough here where I live. My family has always wore masks out in public and we all stay at home for the most part and only go out to get good and items we need. My apologies for the Caps before. This whole thing just angers me that people are this idiotic, careless, and REALLY don't give a hoot about this world issue. So many people around the world sadly passed away from this and they don't think that a big deal. I know not everyone is like that, though at least where I live plus around the world but they just don't care here I know of. As for my family and I we have lots of medicine now to treat the symptoms and in hopefully a week or two for me at least it gose away and I'm better again. I cried when my mother told me today she tested positive and she's not at major risk thank goodness, however I still worry and can't help to worry if I lost her. I do care for my step father and sister just as much it's just my mothers helps me so much and has been for years I'd be devastated if something happens to her. So this was my rant as well story about the virus and my family and what we are going through now. Thank you for listening.
  16. I'm feeling more better about DF being on here. Now I hope I can find others that have similar interests as me and around the same age group as well. We will see I suppose, I'm terrible at making conversations with others to be honest and nervous.
  17. We will see if I meet such a person even on DF if I can fully trust and open up to anyone on here as well anywhere. I know I have a lot to offer people in my opinion as well romantic wise as well, if they truly accept certain things from me. Though I'm not sad nor lonely as I continue on working on myself as always. So I'm not extremely desperate like others would be to finding friends or love. What ever happens in my life even on here happens.
  18. Here is a quote I made for those lost in the dark like I was many years ago. You're not alone and can get through anything you are currently facing. Just remember the harsh truth of it is YOU'RE choice.
  19. I haven't done my workout routine really at all this year sadly to be real honest. I know working out helps really improves your mood a lot, though with a lot of setbacks that happened this year in my personal life excluding the "word issue" I call it. It hasent been that easy to say "Hey let's do this!"excited and motivated as I once was 2 years ago. I know I can do it and push through my lack of motivation and being a bit down but still it's been a struggle for me. I'll try my best starting Monday to get at it with my workout routine as well walking each day as well.
  20. @20YearsandCounting Thank you for the welcome, I appreciate it. I do have a lot of self respect and love towards myself more than ever. it's just I never met the "right" types of people my whole life. So my trust in people is well beyond low to the point of not really caring nor minding if I no relations with others in friendship or romantic form. Yes, I admit and I'm also very curious what it be like to have a true, respectful, kind, caring, loving and accepting boyfriend as well friend for the first time. Though in today's society people won't really accept me, as for love guys today want kids and sex a lot and I don't want kids as for being intimate I might not want it at all or extremely less when I feel ready to do so. Due to being sexual abused. So my dream friend or guy I think don't exist in this world so I already made peace with being alone and single the rest of my life. Yes, its sad hearing that but if you've been through what I have with people online and in real life you get why I can't open up or trust others. I can really read people well online especially so I know all the signs of a not good or best person to talk to or red flags of danger as well. I like what I like and believe and have opinions of things others don't get and would like me because of that. So the dream of having others in my life other than my family and help team I think is pretty much impossible in today's world and society.
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