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isaac s

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  1. Yep i thought i had it missed a dinner because of it almost missed thanksgiving. Make another appointment if you have too! Feels good to know.
  2. What is your ocd like? im just curious i have obsessive thought i cant let go until i do them but i dont have rituals. I wont say i have ocd because ive only seen the severe examples and dont want to offend. You dont have to type it out if you dont want.
  3. Can i ask does the lamictal get better as the dose goes up?
  4. Do you have major anxiety? i feel pretty dumb too i miss things right under my nose and cant take in information without it being repeated, but im pretty sur ethis is anxiety and depression, also sounds like you have racing thoughts, are you seeing someone for help?
  5. Thats great im on wellbutrin i was going to go off of it but my fatigue is coming back so im going to try to stay on it.. i dont like the increased sex drive i hope it goes away. Are you on 150s? or did you go up I was on latuda and it stopped working that really sucks. Never heard of amitriptyline the names are getting harder.
  6. just started lamictal im hoping it works for me i think it already is. I was prescribed abilify but i got scared of weight gain and sleepiness since alll ssris seem to put me to sleep. the lamictal works good for you?
  7. Numb alittle bit is kinda what im going for i think i feel too much i defintely needs medication ive tried to long and cant fix it myself but psychiatry is just so dumb ! they are not helpful at all!
  8. yea i noticed you cant delete things weird o_o sometimes i obsess over things i post and want to delete them lol its not fun
  9. Agreed thats was a revival alternative music is the last of rock n roll i think i dont know where it can go but there is alot of different styles... oh but i did like some of the emo electronic music "alternative" music of the 80s. soundgarden is my fav out of those chris cornel was a genius.
  10. what do you consider the good and bad of the 90s just curious i love the 90s and early 00's that was the last great music scenes if you ask me.
  11. Ive tried a number of medications for anxiety/panic attacks and have tried a few meds for depression/no energy.. over the course of say 9 months and my pdoc and my therapist have gotten on me about not switching meds so often but ive given each med 2 months before i decided it wasnt doing anything. Waiting for something to work when i know what the other side feels like and i feel like im just wasting time is horrible A few meds had side effects that i just couldnt handle the side effects right away so my pdoc isnt taking that into consideration, Honestly i dont trust him and i feel like i need someone whos more helpful. How many meds have you tried and about how long did you try each med before changing or adding? And how long did it take you to find one that works?
  12. what im finding to be a drag is the waiting i just feel like im waiting for someone to turn on the power.. i agree about the benzos and just wanting to feel good.
  13. Ive been drinking a whole pot just to stay out of depressive energy lows, but i sometimes have comedowns that are pretty bad, so i think morning jo is only for me if i can stop myself.
  14. Im Been kinda depressed lately my meds are not really working for my apathy and energy but on wensday i saw my therapist and when i got home i felt my energy and mood elevate alot and i was sleepy so i took a nap (something i never do) Then i woke up and since then ive been feeling pretty good. Is this hypomania? i dont feel crazy or wired just liked i have energy and my fatigue is gone If it is its super mild right? does that just mean its a normal mood state god im confused Do you guys notice when you go from depression to mania? Does it creep up on you?
  15. I think life ruining side effects are rare, general side effects that are unpleasant and would make you want to stop do happen but you have to do what you have to do if you really want to feel normal, i say its worth it but i havnt experienced the gamet of them, only tiredness, apathy, alittle disassociation which is very not fun. But the relief i have felt when they worked was incredible and im working through the system to try and figure out meds that work for me still. I dont understand people who are anti medication, if you had a disease that can be treated with meds they would take it but if its a mental illness oh nope nope i dont understand. Nobody benefits from you being in pain.
  16. okay now had a panic attack last night in relief i woke up feeling better!
  17. i just try not to watch that stuff i do agree with the above about not broadcasting good news makes alot of sense alot of good in the world.
  18. Glad you have someone to take care of, sounds like she is in good hands!
  19. Yes showering cleaning my house getting dressed any self care really, Really gross but when i was severely depressed i could go a few day, i know but it just felt like something i didnt care about at all. This is while self isolating too
  20. i think so, i just think theres a pattern of behavior in my life thats controlling me thats more than depression so i think add or bpd or both would qualify... thanks for replying
  21. Ive never paid any attention to add i have the stereo typical picture in my head bouncing off walls talks alot, Definitely not me! But ive been reading about Inattentive sub type and it kind of makes sense. I used to run away from school constantly starting at kinder garden till 5th grade when they pulled me out to do home school, insomnia and a internet addiction, i used to draw when i was really young and i havnt been able to draw since, cant keep focused but i have the natural skill. Fast forward now 28 i cant focus on anything long term, cant even watch movies even though i love films, I have no hobbies (except play guitar I have been playing for 15 years have never gotten better) I obsess over small projects and i cant rest until they are done no matter how pointless, i feel like i constantly make the worse choices on purpose "like dont push the red button" I HAVE TO PUSH IT! I feel like ive done nothing because i cant keep long goals and i feel like my life has gone nowhere im in a constant fog it feels as though my head is half asleep Im hoping this is it, it would explain so much! I thought it was a personality disorder and im still not ruling that out but i think this makes more sense. Just wanted to write this out, I hope im not posting too much thankyou to everybody
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