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  1. (Edit : I don't know if my post was posted or not because the original post had a "Pending Approval" sign which I don't clearly know what it is about. So I'm reposting it (Mods or admins please tell if I'm doing something wrong or not) Today I'm 20 years old boy and feel like neet since one year. Let me explain why. 1 Year ago (ends at September 2019) I was enjoying my results from my own discipline, routine, tasks and quests. I've followed an habit tracker and a schedule about what I had to do each day. It was not perfect but there were a lot of good result, like losing 20kg of fat in 6 month (from Jan. 2019 to August 2019). Training everyday and eating real clean. I was very determined and resilient. But as in Oct. 2019, I moved from my dad's home to my mom's house because I couldn't anymore bear my dad. It was a great relieve to be at my mom's house because our relationships are better. But for my productivity and results in my life, it was a krash (like Wall Street in 1929), everything fell down, I was not anymore training and eating clean. I'm not just talking about getting fit, everything that I was working on when I was at my dad's home fell down, like getting a job or get in university, making my own music, reading books, writing my thoughts on paper etc... I really feel like I turned from a "go getter" to a "doomer" or even worse I don't know about. I don't know what is going on with me, I do visit many psychiatric every week since the last month but they say that I may just have anxiety. I gained 30kg (of fat and water I guess) since Oct. 2019, from 80kg to 110kg today. I totally lost interest into girls and love because confidence isn't enough and whatever, I don't have anything to share neither do they, I'm not a self-made man, I'm just free and nobody wants to have a free person with an empty life. The one thing that is quite positive I think is that I haven't fall into a coomer, because I stopped watching porn 2 years ago, even girls on instagram or ads. (I don't even do drugs, alcohol or smoking). My days goes into memes, /pol/, eating a lot, watching Bizonnacci, MilleniaThinker, BoJack Horseman and channels about politics, economics & sociology. I don't know why I feel that hard and down. I don't know if I'm asking for someone's help or just tools & advices. The worst thing going on is not falling apart, is to not know why and how to stop this. (This picture kind of represents me actually)
  2. Hello everyone, I'm new to this forum, I'm looking desperately for advice or help. I'm a 20 years old boy. May I find something I'm looking for or not, I don't even care if it is a hard to swallow pill or not (I think I have the red one), I just need to know what the reality it is and which tools do I need to have and how they works and how to build your own path of your life. I'll edit this post with a link of my detailed situation/story when I'll post it. Have a nice day folks.
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