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DragonBallZ1995

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  1. im just tired of both hinduism and christianity they just throw kind of rotten tomatoes at each other
    pope  my mom knows says that dont keep hindu idols at home just flow it in river this infuriates me cos i am hindu
    my dad used to break crosses and tear jesus photos when he was alive
    these 2 religion people goes fight both silent and non silent way
     i shouldnt had myself  to christ since that also made me ran into problerms
    worst thing is my mom dosent understand these 2 religion belief causes depression and i dont understand how she follows 2 religion at once

    wish if i hadn''t move into christ these things are always upsetting me
    its like why dosent my mom understands these things are good as well as bad too

     

  2. i dont feel better after playing video games, indoor games, outdoor games, music, movies after doing all these i feel boring 

    sometimes i do is watching at tube light and smile at it for no reason 

    its beacause of lot of experience in life even if i am 25

    all i do is walking aimlessly whole day in home

    are there any dbt or cbt kind of books or thereapy which i can read or get im not asking for meds cos i am already having side effects of taking depression meds

  3. i always go to talk to my mom and she says im harrassing her
    cos discussion goes into arguement and many more things
    and there is no one to talk to me
    now she wrote an agreement that i should talk to her only for some work but not as a family

    so i have no friends no parents no relative to talk to

    i support my mom but i sometimes irritates her and i swear at her because she involves me in bullshit

    but from now on she is just like unknown office worker for me

  4. i always go to talk to my mom and she says im harrassing her
    cos discussion goes into arguement and many more things
    and there is no one to talk to me
    now she wrote an agreement that i should talk to her only for some work but not as a family

    so i have no friends no parents no relative to talk to

  5. On 11/18/2020 at 12:18 PM, Depressedgurl007 said:

    I want to disappear. I don't want to deal with people, with work, with the pain of knowing I am causing people problems. 

    see causing pepole problerm is thier problerm its not what you should be afraid of

  6. 1 hour ago, Kogent5 said:

    The construction will not last forever. It's okay to be anxious about strangers in your home, especially with COVID-19. I feel more depressed every day. I recommend ear plugs and loud music.

    People here are very understanding. You can say as much - or as little - as you want. The universe will do what it wants, no matter what we say on this forum.

    Why is your depression confusing you?

    because people are talking to each other or just on tv or on youtube but indirectly when they talk they relate to me and its been from 2013 so its kind of confusion i think

    even cooking shows hurt me also even people eating like savage hurt me too

  7. now a days its literally very confusing and very uncomfortable situation for me
    i also want to tell that anything itell here creates problerm irl like i shouldnt tell it here 
    since my mom has done construction in my home by other person i think its very hard to be comfortable plus depression is very confusing me today
    i mean i dont want to complain about my mom but its just very difficult life
    lord jesus please save me from harsh problerms

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