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DragonBallZ1995

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  1. everytime there is new problerms seriously its been 10 years, one problerm goes another problerm comes, seriously man this is a headache
  2. i said to my mom that there is possiblity of decline in wealth she said that dont say negative words and all i want to say is its nessesary for freedom of speech otherwise because of these stupid belief in hinduism there might be gender and sensuality problerms
  3. hope you get well soon and run away from there to hope you will have better life
  4. im just tired of both hinduism and christianity they just throw kind of rotten tomatoes at each other pope my mom knows says that dont keep hindu idols at home just flow it in river this infuriates me cos i am hindu my dad used to break crosses and tear jesus photos when he was alive these 2 religion people goes fight both silent and non silent way i shouldnt had myself to christ since that also made me ran into problerms worst thing is my mom dosent understand these 2 religion belief causes depression and i dont understand how she follows 2 religion at once wish if i hadn''t move into christ these things are always upsetting me its like why dosent my mom understands these things are good as well as bad too
  5. i dont feel better after playing video games, indoor games, outdoor games, music, movies after doing all these i feel boring sometimes i do is watching at tube light and smile at it for no reason its beacause of lot of experience in life even if i am 25 all i do is walking aimlessly whole day in home are there any dbt or cbt kind of books or thereapy which i can read or get im not asking for meds cos i am already having side effects of taking depression meds
  6. i actually feel like to listen to sad music chill take a cup of tea and and i hope that i can buy pack of cigartes too to smoke plus rain at night feels like listen to song which is named "agar tum sath ho" its just deep feelings
  7. if i become angry for some reason my mom says directly to me go take your pills i internally feel like wat the hell is this im not mad rn and its just stupid oh god this cruel life always finds me to damage me internally everytime
  8. i always go to talk to my mom and she says im harrassing her cos discussion goes into arguement and many more things and there is no one to talk to me now she wrote an agreement that i should talk to her only for some work but not as a family so i have no friends no parents no relative to talk to i support my mom but i sometimes irritates her and i swear at her because she involves me in bullshit but from now on she is just like unknown office worker for me
  9. i always go to talk to my mom and she says im harrassing her cos discussion goes into arguement and many more things and there is no one to talk to me now she wrote an agreement that i should talk to her only for some work but not as a family so i have no friends no parents no relative to talk to
  10. i have depression and anxiety but thts not the deal i want to ask about how i deal with mood sings thing is i have intrest in a hobby or skill or challenge then i switch to other one after few minutes, hour or day what should i do
  11. problerms i have nowadays is i lack patience and interest in work which is sketching and ethical hacking mut im overwhelmed by mood swings and behviour changes (which is my depression) but i just gotta do something in my life i want to ask how should i get rid of this? should i do ethical hacking which is cyber security?
  12. see causing pepole problerm is thier problerm its not what you should be afraid of
  13. sometimes what i think is depression is ok its like youve accepted if it cant go it, but doing nothing after it is kind of bad for your image i also want to tell that writer of harry potter books was also was in depression, it proves that will power is everything
  14. I feel like blaming people outside for about indirectly talking to me
  15. because people are talking to each other or just on tv or on youtube but indirectly when they talk they relate to me and its been from 2013 so its kind of confusion i think even cooking shows hurt me also even people eating like savage hurt me too
  16. its not easy to cope with covid 19 its just a headache plus i have to deal with depression is too much tension
  17. now a days its literally very confusing and very uncomfortable situation for me i also want to tell that anything itell here creates problerm irl like i shouldnt tell it here since my mom has done construction in my home by other person i think its very hard to be comfortable plus depression is very confusing me today i mean i dont want to complain about my mom but its just very difficult life lord jesus please save me from harsh problerms
  18. i dont have interest in anything nowadays
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