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happathy

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  • Birthday 12/06/1995

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  1. You guys are all so amazing ❤️
  2. I want to be different. I want to be in a different state in a different city with a different job. I want to be alone. I don’t want the baggage of having to fret about my family, boyfriend and friends. I have only one friend who understands me to my core. He’s a lot older than me and I depend on him to help me sort myself out. I have a lot of people that love and care for me deeply but I feel guilty still. I feel guilty that in spite of their unwavering prayers, I still am unable to shake this. For a while, I am successful in hiding. I almost hide it well enough that I, for a second, feel like a new person. I deleted all my social media in order to reset myself. I feel disconnected from society. I feel like I stand at the precipice of life. What is down there? I constantly picture myself slow dancing with life. An act so intimate but equally shallow.
  3. To be honest, I’ve actually removed my mask. I told them i had one on almost the whole time I’ve been alive. It doesn’t matter if I trust someone or not, they leave me or not, love me or not, I’m not gonna lie about how I feel anymore. Why should I? What I hate most is when they take your feelings personal. ☹️
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