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About EL85

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  • Birthday November 17

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    Orange County, CA
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    Sims 4, Movies (a mix of old and new movies), Netflix, Youtube (Mr. Kate, The Try Guys, and others), Art, Kpop Music (BTS & BlackPink), Korean and Japanese culture, Shopping at Goodwill (haha).

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  1. My mom is like my best friend too. I can't imagine what I would do without her so I feel for you. We didn't always get along though. During those times I would do things that brought me joy. Are there any hobbies you like?
  2. That sounds terrible. I can't imagine living with so much pain. Maybe instead of telling your partner she should take care of the cat if she wants to keep it, say you can't clean after it because it's too painful on the joints. She should at least understand that, right? At least I hope so. If she knows, then I don't know what to tell you.
  3. Sometimes I get this too šŸ˜ž My dad especially, he tells me I should get married soon and that I won't be young forever, yeah like I don't know this. We have really different views on this. I'd like to get married if I'm in love and know for sure this is the person I want, not because time is running out. Besides, I think love can start at any age. I'm not too worried about having kids. It's not really what I want anyway. edit: I think he's just worried about me not being able to take care of myself, yet he says I'm codependent. Wouldn't that be the same thing? If I married now for convenience, it wouldn't make my situation better. I would just be repeating the same old story as my mom did, and she suffered a lot so no thanks.
  4. I'm not very open about how I feel sometimes because it's hard to find those people I can trust. To be honest, I think mostly everyone wears a mask. Some people probably don't but most do. It sucks what you went through. Losing two close people like that really is something. Reading your post I realized we have to learn how to find our inner strength. It's not an easy process, I know that. I'm struggling too. Have people told you, "You need to be strong?" I honestly don't like hearing it. Instead I like hearing what makes me strong. I don't really see the positive things about myself most of the time and that's part of the reason why my negative thoughts have more power over me, and because I have all of these ideas inside my head, I'd rather not share them if it's going to put someone else off.
  5. Same, I'm feeling a little better than yesterday. I was thinking of getting back into exercising more often. It doesn't make my problems go away but it helps.
  6. Oh wow, I know this is an old entry but this is exactly how I felt growing up. I didn't know what to do with my life. I still have no idea what I'm going to do. I never really had dreams of my own until I got much older. Anyway, I hope you're in a better place now.
  7. Hi there, I hope everything goes well for you. I can relate to the fear you described on the first post. I've had moments like that too. Sounds like things are moving forward for you, that's great šŸ‘
  8. I couldn't react to this 'cause I used up all of my reactions šŸ˜„ I meant to give it a heart ā¤ļø I really don't like the word "normal."
  9. I'm very thankful for the warm welcome. I took a look around yesterday and thought these people are similar to me. We're all going through different things and yet they're all there for each other. That's something I've been looking for all my life. Someone to hear me out and not just be the one giving emotional support, so thanks.
  10. Hi, I'm new here. Somehow I ended up on this forum while searching for other stuff. I don't open up easily in the real world but I'm hoping to find a support system here.
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