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  1. Rilo45, thanks for the words of encouragement. It has been a struggle but I keep going. I hope you continue doing the same as well. Thanks again!
  2. Hello all. I am a 63 yr old single male who has a wide variety off issues that I have carried with me all my life. As a young child I was very sensitive as well as very shy and introverted. My family was dysfunctional and my older brother bullied me from my infancy up until my late teens. This is why I have PTSD because I literally had to fight for my life. In addition to this I am a HSP (highly sensitive person), ACOA (adult child of alcoholics), introverted, insecure, depressed, have social anxiety (hate crowds), have panic attacks, and to top it all off, I frequently isolate. As a child I was neglected and had very little nurturing or recognition by my parents for my accomplishments in school or sports. I have been to counselors off and on since I was 18, and have been on every antidepressant and anxiety drug that exists. None of them have helped, including the counseling. I am still the insecure sensitive "child", you might say, I was in my youth. I joined this group to find out if there are others out there who have been through all the "hoop jumping", meaning counseling, meds, etc., with little or no positive results, like me. I should also mention that I have never married, and I think I subconsciously planned it that way so as not to punish anyone else for my dysfunctionality. I often wonder if there is anyone out there who could really understand me or be a compatible mate, but at my age I have pretty much given up on the idea. I live each day one day at a time, and I honestly don't know how I've made it this far without putting an end to it. Something inside keeps telling me to 'hang on', and I keep hanging on. For what I have no idea, but I keep hoping it will be revealed to me some day.
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