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Beckysh92

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  • Birthday 06/25/1992

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  1. So PMS time is always an interesting time, it is usually the times where my depression really flares up, but so does the self hate. So what do you guys to do combat the self hate? Everything comes up that I feel is wrong like, I don't have my license yet and tell myself that my (extremely understanding) husband deserves better and shouldn't have to deal with coming with me all the time. Even if I had my license we can only afford one car so we would have to be together regardless. Also I have my own business so I don't have much of a social life (not that I care, I am an introvert and have a horrible time making/keeping friends) and my husband couldn't go out with his father, brother and sister for lunch because I would need the car for the business all day. He was able to reschedule, but because I was in such a bad state of mind it made me feel horrible. I put myself down for my weight or really appearance in general, I found out I am at an all time high for how much I weigh and it really put in perspective that I need to keep my workout going and eat better. I was feeling semi proud when one of my daily clients asked me if I was pregnant or if I was trying all because I was wearing sweatpants and a hoodie. It was 39 degrees and windy, I was cold and wanted to be comfy. She literally sees me 5 days a week 3 times a day, she knows how I look. That really put the self hate on the weight aspect in my mind, usually I just have a night or two where I just don't like the way I look, but now I am super self conscious about it. I can't think of anything else that I typically hate on right now, but again it's not usually this bad. So how do you guys handle it?
  2. I am new to this site, I am looking forward to helping and being helped.
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