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Soarsie18

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    Soarsie18 reacted to nojoy in Stop scrolling for an important message   
    Sorry to interrupt your scrolling, but I just thought you should know that
    All of You (Us) Are Amazing and Deserve to Be Happy!
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from BeyondWeary in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    it's been rough. My emotions are all over the place. I need to get them under control because at the moment i am letting them control me, control my life and my actions. I increased the dose of fluox today, I'm hoping that it will help me cope better. Starting university in three weeks, absolutely terrified and i have no idea what to do with myself in this time in-between. I just wish i had a friend my age who could comfort me, i don't know anyone going through the same thing as me right now.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from MarkintheDark in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    it's been rough. My emotions are all over the place. I need to get them under control because at the moment i am letting them control me, control my life and my actions. I increased the dose of fluox today, I'm hoping that it will help me cope better. Starting university in three weeks, absolutely terrified and i have no idea what to do with myself in this time in-between. I just wish i had a friend my age who could comfort me, i don't know anyone going through the same thing as me right now.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from JD4010 in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    it's been rough. My emotions are all over the place. I need to get them under control because at the moment i am letting them control me, control my life and my actions. I increased the dose of fluox today, I'm hoping that it will help me cope better. Starting university in three weeks, absolutely terrified and i have no idea what to do with myself in this time in-between. I just wish i had a friend my age who could comfort me, i don't know anyone going through the same thing as me right now.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from sober4life in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    it's been rough. My emotions are all over the place. I need to get them under control because at the moment i am letting them control me, control my life and my actions. I increased the dose of fluox today, I'm hoping that it will help me cope better. Starting university in three weeks, absolutely terrified and i have no idea what to do with myself in this time in-between. I just wish i had a friend my age who could comfort me, i don't know anyone going through the same thing as me right now.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from Devlinkyla in How Do You Feel Right Now #11   
    it's been rough. My emotions are all over the place. I need to get them under control because at the moment i am letting them control me, control my life and my actions. I increased the dose of fluox today, I'm hoping that it will help me cope better. Starting university in three weeks, absolutely terrified and i have no idea what to do with myself in this time in-between. I just wish i had a friend my age who could comfort me, i don't know anyone going through the same thing as me right now.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from Bulgakov in What do you wish?   
    I wish that when you mess up and make a mistake, you get to go back in time and use what you’ve learned to do better.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from evalynn in What do you wish?   
    That I could just be my cat 😕 
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from evalynn in What do you wish?   
    That none of the stupid pointless stuff existed.
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    Soarsie18 reacted to Tears_Always in Prepared to Check Out By Year's End   
    Mark I hate that you are feeling lonely and alone it is the worst feeling in the world and one that I live with everyday. I don't even have any real acquaintances, never mind real friends and with the loss of my fur baby I have had no one. You are lucky that even though you lack family you have friends and you have made a difference to so many both in real life and here. When you are gone people will mourn and hurt because of your passing, when I am gone there will be nothing.
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    Soarsie18 reacted to nojoy in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    I am pissed off, mad as a wet hen, angry. I just found today that the teacher I am the assistant to, has been in the hospital since Friday, everyone else knew but no one bothered to tell me. And on top of that, I found out that a person from outside who has never worked with young children was hired for the new 2 yr old class.  I have always been available when they needed a sub in the afternoon during the school year, I don't complain when I'm switched from one room to another to cover for absent staff, I don't create problems, I mind my own business and I started out working with 2 yr olds and the powers that be have known since I was hired that I would like to go back to being with 2 yr olds. 
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from salparadise6132 in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    devastated, the boy i like is either too broken for me to fix him or i am just not good enough to make him happy. He was the only hope I had. I let myself get carried away thinking that maybe i could be in a happy relationship for once.
    what should i do, he needs me but i feel like we’re both hurting eachother.
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    Soarsie18 reacted to nojoy in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    Honest speaking here, not to make you mad or anything. It is not your place/job to 'fix' him. If he wants to be fixed, he will work for it, through therapy and meds. 
    You only have to be good enough to make yourself happy. We all get carried away thinking of something. You will be in a happy relationship one day. You have to kiss a lot of toads before finding the prince (fyi-- I gave kissing toads, now I'm just looking for a frog to be friends with😁)  When the time is right for you, the person who will be happy with and for you will come along when you least expect him. Take care of yourself.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from MarkintheDark in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    devastated, the boy i like is either too broken for me to fix him or i am just not good enough to make him happy. He was the only hope I had. I let myself get carried away thinking that maybe i could be in a happy relationship for once.
    what should i do, he needs me but i feel like we’re both hurting eachother.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from nojoy in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    Yeah we do argue, the only time we argue is when one of us is feeling down, which causes the other to feel guilty and insecure. We never argue over anything else and we always manage to calm eachother down and feel better again. It just worries me because whenever he has an anxiety attack i always blame myself, and i can’t see how we can stop the fights from happening. I love him so much, worse comes to worst we will be friends and i will always be there for him.
    The whole thing takes such a big toll on me emotionally, I don’t know whats right anymore.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from nojoy in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    devastated, the boy i like is either too broken for me to fix him or i am just not good enough to make him happy. He was the only hope I had. I let myself get carried away thinking that maybe i could be in a happy relationship for once.
    what should i do, he needs me but i feel like we’re both hurting eachother.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from idkusername465 in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    devastated, the boy i like is either too broken for me to fix him or i am just not good enough to make him happy. He was the only hope I had. I let myself get carried away thinking that maybe i could be in a happy relationship for once.
    what should i do, he needs me but i feel like we’re both hurting eachother.
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    Soarsie18 reacted to JD4010 in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    Yeah. I can tell it's taking a toll on you. I wish I was a better source of advice for you. I'm probably the last person to ask about relationships.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from JD4010 in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    Yeah we do argue, the only time we argue is when one of us is feeling down, which causes the other to feel guilty and insecure. We never argue over anything else and we always manage to calm eachother down and feel better again. It just worries me because whenever he has an anxiety attack i always blame myself, and i can’t see how we can stop the fights from happening. I love him so much, worse comes to worst we will be friends and i will always be there for him.
    The whole thing takes such a big toll on me emotionally, I don’t know whats right anymore.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from Tears_Always in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    Yeah we do argue, the only time we argue is when one of us is feeling down, which causes the other to feel guilty and insecure. We never argue over anything else and we always manage to calm eachother down and feel better again. It just worries me because whenever he has an anxiety attack i always blame myself, and i can’t see how we can stop the fights from happening. I love him so much, worse comes to worst we will be friends and i will always be there for him.
    The whole thing takes such a big toll on me emotionally, I don’t know whats right anymore.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from Tears_Always in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    devastated, the boy i like is either too broken for me to fix him or i am just not good enough to make him happy. He was the only hope I had. I let myself get carried away thinking that maybe i could be in a happy relationship for once.
    what should i do, he needs me but i feel like we’re both hurting eachother.
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    Soarsie18 reacted to JD4010 in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    Oh wow. I wish I had good advice for this. 😞
    I went through something similar a few years ago. I actually met this wonderful woman here on DF. We started corresponding and soon hit it off. I felt better than I had for a long time. It's not an overstatement to say that her presence kept me from suicide. Well...after three  years, things started failing. One day she called to tell me that we weren't good for each other...and that was that.
    It broke me. I still fall into a deep well whenever I allow myself to think about her. I wonder what I could have done differently and then beat myself up over it for hours on end.
    Do you guys fight or argue? I mean, all couples do that but is it a constant thing? You of course don't have to answer if you don't want.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from JD4010 in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    devastated, the boy i like is either too broken for me to fix him or i am just not good enough to make him happy. He was the only hope I had. I let myself get carried away thinking that maybe i could be in a happy relationship for once.
    what should i do, he needs me but i feel like we’re both hurting eachother.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from Nightjar in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    devastated, the boy i like is either too broken for me to fix him or i am just not good enough to make him happy. He was the only hope I had. I let myself get carried away thinking that maybe i could be in a happy relationship for once.
    what should i do, he needs me but i feel like we’re both hurting eachother.
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    Soarsie18 got a reaction from sober4life in How Do You Feel Right Now #10   
    Me too, I keep hurting the people closest to me. I can't stand myself anymore
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