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  1. I don’t think I did anything yesterday that made me feel good bar eating ok ish, today I woke up and found that a scammer had taken £50 pounds out of my account, and as an unemployed student living in London, that was all the money I had. I am so devastated and angry with myself, but have meditated today and so am feeling better already, I’ve postponed all chores in order to focus on myself today. Thank you so much for your kind words.
  2. I want to die, and I feel safe saying that here, I am tired
  3. Lonely and like a loser, 20 years old and sitting in this flat by myself
  4. Have only been eating kale, I’m doing this diet of only kale, I feel guilty even eating healthy protein because of the calories, that and wine
  5. How is everyone feeling about the trend that tomorrow is national rape day ? The idea that rape should be legal on the 24th. For me it’s concerning the amount of guys that are jumping on board of this trend, jokingly or not, however, I doubt that anyone who wouldn’t normally commit this act would go through with it.

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      Girls that I know are genuinely concerned and are posting to remind people to be safe tomorrow

  6. He already has lol, was crying down the phone
  7. Have just found out that my boyfriend is flirting with the girls he works with and is bragging about it to his friends, I feel broken, made to look like an idiot, sitting here waiting for him to come back whilst he’s having the time of his life. I don’t know how to feel, he told me that he loves me and I’m blowing this out of proportion, I’m broken because he said that he would never break up with me and that just makes it harder to break up, I don’t believe him, I don’t trust him, I don’t do relationships
  8. Honestly I feel like telling you , don’t attend therapy with him, go to therapy by yourself, find strength in yourself before letting anyone else in, regardless of whether he is your husband, mum, dad, whatever. X
  9. Here’s another one, bendigedig - fantastic, love foreign names that no one understands
  10. No way that’s absolutely fab, siwd Mae’ .. ‘dwy’n hoffi coffi’ ?
  11. Go outside , find a quiet place, confront the narcissist , we all support you
  12. So right now feeling alright, I’m far away from being a vet, but having someone give me something to study that is getting me there GIVES ME LIFE, so happy. All you other students gunning for my spot better watch out, failure and disappointment has only made me even more ruthless , mental strength is truly the best gift ever, but the most painful to develop.
  13. It’s hell right, especially when you know that you are the route of their unhappiness, I wish I could scream and say I am trying my best, but instead I have to say that I will do better because otherwise I am scared they will give up on me. I don’t want him to leave me and not in this state. The only time I am truly happy is when I push myself to the point of crying from exhaustion, don’t know how much longer I can live like this, when will I be able to relax and just exist.
  14. Tired, I revised for 11 hours yesterday. Have woken up now to do the same today. My eyes hurt from staring at the computer screen. I’m starving and weak but can’t eat because of anxiety, I just feel so ill. The pressure is so intense though, I have to prove to my boyfriend that I am doing ok
  15. I don’t expect anyone to understand what I just typed there
  16. Twtwylltrwydd twtlyd twti twt twt , miss twt, twtigofwylltrwydd, all welsh names that we call my cat ‘twts’. Twt meaning small and cute, wylltrwydd meaning wild and crazy.
  17. "without you" Harry Nilsson. I just accidentally sent a text that was meant for my boyfriend to my mum. My mum is very conservative and is no longer talking to me. So yes, crying.
  18. maybe, was hoping to get some vegetables but because of covid all grocery stores were shut so had to go to the corner shop, thankfully the man in the shop has a son that has a crush on me so he let me have some pennies off. But embarassing none the lease
  19. Wasted your life ? you are 30, that is not a lifetime. I know you you feel with regards to assignments, especially now with covid, all i am given is assignments and then very little feedback which seems pointless and unsatisfying. Try and think back to the reason why you are doing any of this, if there is an end goal focus on it, and if there isn''t at the moment then just know that every degree has weight behind it, all hard work has weight.
  20. At the moment it is getting bigger unfortunately, with the 10 richest people in the world holding the same wealth as 50% of the worlds population. No need to vote for politics because money rules the world. But i guess thats off topic .. but definitely a factor in individual creativity
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