Hey all, I recently saw a post about whether someone was losing feelings for her boyfriend or just depressed and I’m kind of in a similar position. About a month ago I had a bit of a falling out with someone close to me and I’m having issues with my job and actually working. I’ve just also started my first year of uni. I spent the evening with him and everything was perfect and loving the way it usually is but I woke up a couple of days later and I felt like my feelings for everything had just suddenly shut off. It’s like my mind just stopped allowing me to feel anything. It’s like I’m there in the moment physically but not mentally and I just don’t have the energy to do anything anymore. I rarely take care of myself like showering or even washing my face. I can barely eat I just feel sick all the time and I’m hating uni so far and struggling to adjust. I find myself constantly skipping classes and not wanting to be around anyone or doing anything. I’m honestly in a lot of mental pain right now because I love my boyfriend but I just feel like I can’t feel any emotion for him or any of my friends or family. I’m having a lot of anxiety lately as well and I fluctuate between feeling okay and not okay a lot. I also just feel so emotionally distant from my memories and I’m struggling to find any happiness in anything. I don’t want to lose anyone but I just feel so lonely no matter who I’m with but at the same time I don’t want to be around anyone. I can’t even see the future or an end point anymore, I just feel like I’m in a constant cycle of sadness and nothings exciting me. I just don’t have any goals or anything to look forward to. If anyone’s felt like this or can help please let me know, I just want to get back to feeling the way I was.