Hello all!
I don't know where to turn or who to talk to that can understand. I am losing it. I currently take 40 mg of paxal and 5 of abilify. The beginning of december the Dr took me from 10 mg of ablify to 5 mg. Due to a prolonged QT in my heart beat.
I tend to get more depressed during the holidays but i can't shake it. I cry all the time. Its all i can do to get out of bed to work daily. My 3 adult children are the only people i will see . I won't do anything social.
Then i am UP and happy. Ive never been diagnosed as bi polar. but since december I feel i am up and down with emotions and dealing with life in general.. can BI polar show up later i life?
I have been on antidepresents for more than 18 years. for at least 13 ive been on paxil.. Abilify was added about 5 years ago.
I can't miss work right now for a dr. appt. Other ppl are out with surgeries and i have to be here. I cna't get into see the doc until April 17th and to be honest Im not sure she even knows how to deal with these meds.
I recently had nose surgery and Its gotten even worse since surgery . I feel like i just can't go on some days. Then others i am on top of the world
HELP... Feeling lost lonely and afraid.