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    braindead got a reaction from Atra in Does everyone really have their own crap?   
    of course everyone has their own crap. there's so much crap that few things can save you from the otherwise cataclysmic experience of being human.
    but your crap is just as crap as everyone else's. just cause you're not a homeless guy in new york or a starving kid in africa doesn't mean your crap isnt crap. pardon my french but your mom sounds like a real hardass, i dont doubt you had it hard. its ok to say "i had it bad".
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    braindead got a reaction from Magnolia2987 in manic panic   
    (sorry, my capslock key is broken.)
    ive reached a state where i dont know what to do anymore. i have no one to talk to about how i feel, doing it feels pointless and overdramatic anyway. nothing makes me happy. i dont feel like doing anything. everything i used to feel x10. its making me feel manic. like im just getting pushed around through life without thinking about anything, i feel like a shell. i'm supposed to be thinking about colleges and careers right now, but thinking about next week sends me into a panic. 
    work work work work til you die.
    whats the point in a career if that's what happens?
    might as well just die when the atmosphere finally gets done in by exxon mobile. maybe if im lucky in my next life ill get to be one of the new species who evolves from whatever crawls out of the radiated sewage after the world ends and i wont have depression
    i need some damn drugs before i really do off myself : / but having to talk to a psychiatrist or something would be such a drag. having to talk about how i feel feels like such a chore. anyone relate?
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    braindead got a reaction from BeyondWeary in manic panic   
    (sorry, my capslock key is broken.)
    ive reached a state where i dont know what to do anymore. i have no one to talk to about how i feel, doing it feels pointless and overdramatic anyway. nothing makes me happy. i dont feel like doing anything. everything i used to feel x10. its making me feel manic. like im just getting pushed around through life without thinking about anything, i feel like a shell. i'm supposed to be thinking about colleges and careers right now, but thinking about next week sends me into a panic. 
    work work work work til you die.
    whats the point in a career if that's what happens?
    might as well just die when the atmosphere finally gets done in by exxon mobile. maybe if im lucky in my next life ill get to be one of the new species who evolves from whatever crawls out of the radiated sewage after the world ends and i wont have depression
    i need some damn drugs before i really do off myself : / but having to talk to a psychiatrist or something would be such a drag. having to talk about how i feel feels like such a chore. anyone relate?
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    braindead got a reaction from ItsNeverEnough in What do you miss from your childhood?   
    I miss how slow time used to pass and how easy everything was.
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    braindead got a reaction from Livebythesea in Why I'm more unlucky than most people?   
    It is not your parents' or God's fault you are poor. The system is designed to keep you under.
    That being said, I'm not trying to discourage you  from hoping for a better future.
    Like lonelyforeigner said, don't give up. Try to find a way to better your situation and stay positive. You've posted this from somewhere with an internet connection which means you've already got thousands of resources at your fingertips.
    Good luck, and may you see lots of fortune in the future!
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    braindead got a reaction from Rattler6 in Should I care for an Autistic Child   
    If you really want to take this job you better do some extensive research to make up for the whole not qualified thing. Disabled kids get enough sh!t as it is, u gotta be educated to give them the care and understanding they need.
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    braindead got a reaction from hocico in *Favorite Quotes* 8-]]   
    "There's so much pain beyond this steeple- wars and drugs and homeless people. Sadness where there should be joy. Hate and rape and Soulja Boy. A world in darkness needs your light so I know your schedule's pretty tight... but my dog just had leg surgery, so if you could fix that first..." - Bo Burnham
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    braindead got a reaction from Epictetus in *Favorite Quotes* 8-]]   
    "There's so much pain beyond this steeple- wars and drugs and homeless people. Sadness where there should be joy. Hate and rape and Soulja Boy. A world in darkness needs your light so I know your schedule's pretty tight... but my dog just had leg surgery, so if you could fix that first..." - Bo Burnham
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    braindead got a reaction from Atra in *Favorite Quotes* 8-]]   
    "There's so much pain beyond this steeple- wars and drugs and homeless people. Sadness where there should be joy. Hate and rape and Soulja Boy. A world in darkness needs your light so I know your schedule's pretty tight... but my dog just had leg surgery, so if you could fix that first..." - Bo Burnham
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    braindead got a reaction from Epictetus in What Really Bugs You #8   
    Ok, sorry, one more thing. I'm an easily irkable person i guess.
    I HATE -with a burning passion- companies and corporations that use their social media accounts (namely twitter) to act like real people. I despise this new marketing tactic where they try to be hip and cool by getting millenials to push their propaganda. I cant fully explain why it's bad and i hate it, but companies have no place trying to assimilate with us real people. Take your twitter jokes and leave, Satan.
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    braindead got a reaction from SqueezeWax in What Really Bugs You #8   
    Ok, sorry, one more thing. I'm an easily irkable person i guess.
    I HATE -with a burning passion- companies and corporations that use their social media accounts (namely twitter) to act like real people. I despise this new marketing tactic where they try to be hip and cool by getting millenials to push their propaganda. I cant fully explain why it's bad and i hate it, but companies have no place trying to assimilate with us real people. Take your twitter jokes and leave, Satan.
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    braindead got a reaction from SouthernSolitary in What’s a good reason to live?   
    That new movie i wanna see is coming out soon. Better stick around and see it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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    braindead got a reaction from Oscar K in What’s a good reason to live?   
    That new movie i wanna see is coming out soon. Better stick around and see it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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    braindead got a reaction from Floor2017 in What’s a good reason to live?   
    That new movie i wanna see is coming out soon. Better stick around and see it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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    braindead got a reaction from Kogent5 in What’s a good reason to live?   
    That new movie i wanna see is coming out soon. Better stick around and see it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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    braindead got a reaction from I need a hero in What’s a good reason to live?   
    That new movie i wanna see is coming out soon. Better stick around and see it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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    braindead got a reaction from evalynn in What Really Bugs You #8   
    Adults that think they're entitled to be rude to workers or make their jobs harder. "Just leave your trash there, it's their job to pick it up!"
    Oh, and slow walkers. I have places to be, man!
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    braindead got a reaction from evalynn in What Really Bugs You #8   
    UUUGH, I hate people who don't keep their dogs on a leash! Not only is it irresponsible, it troubles dogs like mine who are nervous and dont like it when your yappy chihuahua or giant untrained dog run up to them and bark at them. Plus, what if my dog happened to be dog violent? It'd be your problem what happens next!
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    braindead got a reaction from I need a hero in How much sleep have you been getting?   
    my heart goes out to you. the scum called the education system has no sympathy or compassion for teenagers. might be just a hunch but ill bet this is one of the factors of the teen depression epidemic.
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    braindead got a reaction from Floor2017 in How much sleep have you been getting?   
    my heart goes out to you. the scum called the education system has no sympathy or compassion for teenagers. might be just a hunch but ill bet this is one of the factors of the teen depression epidemic.
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    braindead got a reaction from Extremebeginner in Would Being Rich Make Depression Better Or Worse?   
    Money makes the world go round. I might still be sad, but at least ill be sad in gucci slides and without the fear of poverty looming over me
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    braindead got a reaction from JD4010 in Would Being Rich Make Depression Better Or Worse?   
    Money makes the world go round. I might still be sad, but at least ill be sad in gucci slides and without the fear of poverty looming over me
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    braindead reacted to ArthurP in Fear of the Next Day   
    Does anyone else stay up late hours not so much because they're a night owl (though I am) but because they know the sooner they sleep, the sooner the next day comes and you have to go back into the world?
    Of course this is the ultimate in self-sabotage, because the less sleep you get the worse off you're going to be the following day.
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    braindead got a reaction from I need a hero in How much sleep have you been getting?   
    probably 6 hours every night. makes me feel like im dying or like i wanna off myself.
    teenager's bodies are wired to fall asleep around 11-12 and wake up at 9. i cant help it, its the only time i can fall asleep. 
    the education system has decided i dont matter and must wake up for school at 6
    it's taking a toll on me mentally and physically
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    braindead got a reaction from LonelyHiker in What do you miss from your childhood?   
    I miss how slow time used to pass and how easy everything was.
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