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  1. On 1/15/2019 at 10:19 PM, Atra said:

    I couldn't sleep last night. Not at all. At some hour after dawn I realized I'd forgotten to take any of my medications yesterday and I have no explanation why. I missed my therapy group and my lip reading class today, I was too tired and napped for 2 hours. I've been doing pretty well up until today. I effed up. 😔

    At least you napped for 2 hours. That must've been a decent and soothing moment of your day.

  2. On 1/15/2019 at 9:10 AM, Ratvan said:

    I work with two people that have humorous names.

    Christopher Peter Bacon (Chris P Bacon)

    Wayne Kerr (I thought this was a prank 1st time he called....... after a awkward disciplinary from my manager i now know its not)


    Christopher P Bacon... Nice one haha.

  3. On 1/13/2019 at 8:27 PM, bluextreme999129 said:

    "...I feel so lonely, hopeless and depressed.  I can't wait to commit suicide, and not have to suffer living this horrible life that I have lived for 10 years.  Even drugs and alcohol don't help the pain in the long run..."

    I can relate to this. Suicide is not the answer at all. How would your friends or family feel if you weren't here anymore. I know it's hard to go through what you're going through, but there are people in your life that care about you deeply and love you...

    As far as being connected and looking for that special woman to fall in love with... You can't rush it. Things like that just happen, thats why it's an amazing feeling when it happens. It's like that cheezy love story you always hear about in movies, TV shows, books, and that friend that's always in a long commited relationship and ends up getting married and having 2.5 kids and a dog and always is awkwardly doing good and you have no idea why. When people treat you bad, just keep your head up and ignore them, you have something great coming for you, just stay focused on that while doing what you need to do.

    1 hour ago, desperateloser said:

    Try go to prostitutes.

    I don't suggest this... I mean it's your choice, definitely your life... But I say just wait for something good to happen naturally.

  4. On 1/14/2019 at 11:56 AM, Floor2017 said:

    "Why is sex so important in our lives?


    Why do we allow sex to over power us and to control us?..."

    I think it's a personal option... Maybe it's just to fill a void; To fulfill a selfish purpose; To heal another despite taking on the strain of the responsibility and commitment; To use another;


    On 1/14/2019 at 11:56 AM, Floor2017 said:

    Can we actually learn to live without sex and take our medication and just become happy 😃 for having a peace of mind and a comforting Spirit?

    I agree with this.

    I don't think this is the type of lifestyle for everyone. It doesn't change any views about whether or not sex is good or makes someone better than someone else, whether or not one chooses to engage in it or chooses to abstain from it. We all have our reasons to live the life we live by despite how damaging or balancing it may be... I guess in the end, we're all happy or come to terms with the decisions we make in the end anyway. Who knows. -shrugs-

  5. 42 minutes ago, tronhyp said:

    I have done all that I possibly can and more and continuing to do so.

    41 minutes ago, tronhyp said:

    "...My wife sometime states I should be happy with what I have done, it seems I am never happy with what we have done..."

    It seems like to me, you were very successful in life, and accomplished alot of the things you wanted, and needed to do to live the life you're living now... Perhaps it was harder back then, which is ironically easy for you, and the easy part (now) is seemingly hard for you. Maybe you're missing a new passion or hobby to take on or rekindle at this point. This should be a turning point in your life, to enjoy the things you couldn't wile you were working so hard to get to this point in the earlier points in your life. Live it up.

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    "...A few weeks ago I found out he had been messaging a few different girls again. Some of them were talking with him and others just ignored his attempts. At first I blames myself because with my bipolar I have horrible depression and I don't like to leave the house, so we don't ever go and do anything and I have not wanted to have sex either. So we had the house to ourselves for the weekend and I tried to make it perfect. At the end of the night he kept telling me how it was such and great day and how we really needed it but when I went to bed he messaged one of the girls for more pictures and made me realize that for once it wasn't my fault..."

    Hey Jenn, welcome to the forums!

    Sorry to hear about your situation... I can relate to this situation. I've been with my Ex for 3 years on and off, and had problems with my mental health as well. We both did somethings that hurt each other, but we always ended up getting past it after a while. We aren't together to this day, and we are barely in contact with each other, but I still do feel the same way, and will always be there.

    Only you or him can decide if you want to keep things going or end it. Communication is always key in a relationship. If you two love each other, nothing should get in the way ever. Relationships, and Marriage are really just a test of time of how much the two of you can endure until its solidified that nothing will ever tear you apart... That great day you mentioned as a quoted above, something about that day was something you both needed. Something that reminded both of you of that magical day that brought you two together. Don't ever forget that.

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    "I have a habit of becoming so overwhelmed with my depression that I feel like my peers would be better off without me, and I just avoid all contact with people. Days, weeks. Can anyone relate? Anyone have any advice on how to overcome this if it's bad? Any benefits to this?"

    I understand this mentality 250%.

    I often feel like I get in the way when I visit my peers or friends or even family members. Sometimes Im able to help them anyway I can. And sometimes I find that helping them messes something up or causes something to go wrong.

    In my life, personally, my peers are usually better off without me getting in the way. But it's just simply that for me. They just choose to be around me platonically when they are not busy.


    Your situation may be different. Try speaking with them and seeing if they will honestly tell you how they feel about your thoughts. You might be surprised about the answer.

  8. On 1/11/2019 at 4:01 PM, elaineofalaska said:

    "...Accepting us instead of judging and making us feel guilty for feeling this way. I don't know if you're like me, but I make my own self feel guilty enough ABOUT LITERALLY EVERYTHING. Guess I need a break from - me..."

    Hey Elaine, welcome to the forums nice to meet you... Im new here too, so it's nice to see someone else just signed up too.


    About everything you've been through and are going through at the moment, it sounds like to me you've had quite the "trouble in paradise" situation... But I could be wrong haha. As far as what you've said, the comment I re-quoted stood out to me the most as I am currently going through something very similar related to this topic. I don't think you have a problem with someone recognizing and accepting yourself for who you are. You may be being a little too hard on yourself knowing that you are an extremely compassionate person and you endure alot of hurt of your past along with being there to help others release some of their frustration from not being understood and judged themselves, because they know you do not do that to others. Instead of taking a break from you, maybe take a break from others, and have a small reset or personal retreat to let go of all the angst and the stress of the world for a moment. However you decide to deal with the dilemma Im sure it will do you good definitely. Happy New Year.

  9. Relationships just happen sometimes... It might look easy to the people surrounding you, but maybe you have something good coming, or waiting for you when the time is right for you to enjoy it they way you need and want to. Im hoping things go good for you in your life.

  10. I don't think you were born gay by an accident. We are the way we are for a reason, and everyone chooses to be a certain way that they want to live their life by once they are born. You may have not found or accepted how genuine you are yet. You, like everyone else, have a uniqueness to them, and when you are ready to embrace it and understand what that is and what it means to you, that's when you understand and notice your own attributes. 

  11. Personally I think attraction has more to do with just the sexual aspect of chemistry. I believe one could be attracted to one sex one way, and another sex another way such as romantically, platonically, or even as a companion. Sexual attraction does not justify or solidify how you are attracted to someone in my opinion. However you are drawn to someone is your own unique way, and it is yours to embody and live by.

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