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desperateloser

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  1. I don't believe it. People have ruled out people who were not like themselves throughout history. Please don't tell me about personality. If I can't look into a woman's eyes and laugh with a great teeth, what is the purpose of personality? I should never have been born. Everything about myself is ridiculous. It's like a simulation based on losing in the world life.
  2. Summer is coming yes, some are concerned about entering the summer with a tonal preparation, some with body, being fit, holiday plans, beautiful dreams with beloved. I'm too ugly to do any of this. And I stand by myself with the hope that this lacklessness has its counterpart in the apocalypse. I'm ugly, and it's not my choice. I wish I wasn't. If I wasn't, I'd be more social, more self-confident, more active, and more. I carry an endless energy in me, but I have to suppress all of my emotions, including my energy, because I'm ugly. The only thing I do is work and come home and consume my life. Just touring at night and run away from people. Of course I'm not going to commit suicide because I'm ugly, I didn't think but let it be. If you're ugly, most things like people's thoughts about you, friends are anxious, the value given to you, the stance in the community, and most of them disappear. Why, because I'm insignificant. You're setting up your whole life to live on your own. The world no longer revolves around you, why? Because I'm homeless. You can't get a lover, you like platonic love, but you're all in it, you can't turn on anyone. Why, why? Because I'm homeless. For the summer, I don't have a plan, just come home from work and watch the people do on social media, dream and finish all the writing. For the winter? It's the same again. I don't know where my life is going. I'm waiting for an early death. It's not self-esteem or anything, actually. Fully typeless formation. I didn't think I was this kind of kind before, but as time went by, I realized more. He's I mean, I don't know. The state that helped the Syrians, I wish I had a hope for people like me in our country. I want a lot of things, but It never happens. You can't do it if you're ugly. You can't stay now. I can dance dumb and sing a song. But because I'm ugly, I'm hiding everything or doing it alone. No type, no self-confidence, no media, no close friends or family. Life is very strange. I'm laughing and crying. But the benefit? Nothing.
  3. I've wished I'd been dead since I was a kid. The moment I'm happy, it's almost none. I remember so much that I am really smiling open to my ears, my eyes shine brightly from the happiness of the energy of the day, but I didn't sleep. Ever since I was a child or a person who is not familiar with these days does not run after happiness, he will see bad things again. He escapes from an overdose of happiness, he doesn't want to embrace his soul to the body. He is always beautiful and never come back. Like a soulless body attached to the life unit you breathe after you're not alive.
  4. Seriously, there is no permanent solution other than suicide.
  5. They said live as long as you could. I live. But we have to admit that the organ called the brain is the body that controls the body. You're the organ that made you. The brain can no longer perform as a manager if it is damaged by an irreversible failure. Sometimes a forced slave returns. Breathing, the body needs most of the orders. But he can't do some of his duties. The tasks that he cannot do carry the human to another world. The ultimate search for peace is the brain. You want to go when this other world is your only reality. You can't do two things together. The real world and the brain will be lost. When the brain's quest for peace prevails, there isn't much to do.
  6. Then you are not chronic mouth breather. I have also sleep apnea as i mentioned. Imagine your mouth keep opening 7/24 for 10 years. Of course it will effect the face and teeth.
  7. If you're an ugly, deformed autistic, it's going to be much harder than someone who isn't. If you're very attractive, your life will be easier in many ways. Society values much of the physical appearance. I know that being ugly does not excuse for anti-social behavior, but these are painful facts.
  8. The only way to end it is suicide. I found a method of suicide while I was asleep. I have sleep apnea and I'm not able to breathe through the nose. I'm gonna tape my mouth tightly and fall asleep, so oxygen won't go to the brain and I'm gonna be dead in my sleep.
  9. If you are a beautiful looking person, the society will exclude you and value you. If you are ugly, society will consciously lead you to suicide. I'm sorry, but my eyes are open. This world is just for nice looking and rich people.
  10. If you're not poor and ugly, you've got a solution to all the negativities in your life. You deserve life, not me.
  11. Being poor and ugly is the worst thing that can happen to human beings. I cry secretly every day and ask "why". Why do I have to endure this pain in the world we've come to once? In the last 2 years I have lost my mental health and self. I'm on the last exit before the bridge. And I know this will never end well.
  12. Dude, mouth breathing can really **** you up. Here is a great comparison between nasal breather and mouth breather. I ****ing hate my parents so much. Environment is the only reason why I've become such a lonely retarded virgin. Environment=EVERYTHING
  13. Dude, mouth breathing can really **** you up. Here is a great comparison between nasal breather and mouth breather. I ****ing hate my parents so much. Environment is the only reason why I've become such a lonely retarded virgin. Environment=EVERYTHING.
  14. Even my parents don't remember my birthday.
  15. You guys think that way because you all are average looking people. I'm below average at everything. I have recesssed chin and crooked teeth. I can't afford these things. I'm starting to think I'm autistic now. an I can definitely relate to this guy. I'm completely look like him. Everything he said is true.
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