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  1. I've been an asocial since I was little kid. I was always excluded from friendship in primary and secondary school. I tie this to my poverty and my look. In high school, this situation started to show itself more. Since I'm an ugly loser, I can't talk with the girls, I'm talking about making an inverted sentence, I don't understand what I'm reading. At first I thought I was dyslexic, but I don't know if my condition is not exactly dyslexic. I hate being poor. Nothing I've wanted happened, not happening. If I come to the nosociety, most people think that asociality is a choice, but that's not true. Asocial people are divided into two; one of them is an asocial one, and the other is a birthplace. If the people in the first group make an effort, they can socialize again, but it is not possible to say the same for the second group. Asociality is definitely not a choice, it is born and cannot be recovered. Let us talk to anyone who claims otherwise. I can't see a real side of it. I've heard that nerdy people are more prone to suicide. Nonsense is not a choice but a disease. A disease that leads people to solitude, sometimes filled with grudge. It's a disease that imposes you a mask. I don't even know why I wrote these, and I'm being bullshit. I've never been satisfied with my situation. I'm thinking of suicide. Thank you for reading.

  2. On 1/18/2019 at 6:41 PM, braindead said:

    It is not your parents' or God's fault you are poor. The system is designed to keep you under.

    That being said, I'm not trying to discourage you  from hoping for a better future.

    Like lonelyforeigner said, don't give up. Try to find a way to better your situation and stay positive. You've posted this from somewhere with an internet connection which means you've already got thousands of resources at your fingertips.

    Good luck, and may you see lots of fortune in the future!

    Can you explain me how is this not my parents' fault? Stop coping, ugly father with probably ugly mother will make ugly children if you are ugly just don't reproduce. I think ugly people should be neutered.

    And I don't think I'm ever be able to find a job. Im ugly and my IQ is too low for this. So Im ugly and poor. I know you guys are gonna hate me for writing this, but I've got to get off my chest.  I'm really sick of it. Confidence doesn't mean anything, only handsome and tall males are naturally confident, if I start being confident I would be seen as overcompensating jerk.

    Diet won't give you better face, it may make your skin looks slighty better but it doesn't really matter if you are ugly. Workout is the same, low body fat will make your bones looks more visible but you need those bones in the first place (I need surgery for forward growth)


    Clothes doesn't matter, handsome guy will look sexy in white tshirt and jeans hygiene and remember, looks are just another characteristic as someone not a single female gonna accept you if your face is ugly, we as species always look at the faces, good looking face are extremely important not just in romantic sphere but also with friends and how easy is to find a job and get promotion if your face is attractive.  


    I say being intelligent has more advantages. Intelligence only made me more depressed, or maybe i'm just average (IQ wise) and my brain messing with me and force me to act that way - "i'm better than other people" while in reality i'm lowest of the low.

  3. Suicide is a brave and protest movement. So much that a strong desire to resist the will to live, which is the greatest instinct in human. The important thing is, do you have this desire?  I thought and I realized something. Even if the person commits suicide, people around him trying to prevent him. I don't want anyone to die, but is it not conscience masturbation to prevent people from committing suicide without removing the conditions that cause suicide?

  4. This is my most honest post on this forum. My name is Alperen and I'm 19 years old. I was born in Middle East Country. And I've been poor my whole life. I don't like my parents, because although they're poor they brought me into this world. I hate them so much because they can't afford anything. I've been suffering from crooked teeth for almost 10 years. I've never smiled in my life. I don't go outside because my teeth way too disgusting. People look at me when i laugh and they disgust from me.

    They call me fag.got, tranny and everything you can think of.. I have no health, no girlfriend, no friends, no cellphone.(yes i dont even have a cellphone!) My parents never liked me as well. I've never had good teeth. My teeth are crooked, disgusting, I have a big scar on my arm, I have nasal polyps in my nose, and most importantly I'm beardless. I don't even get a job. People don't even take me seriously. I don't wanna go into more detail.


     I think the only way to fix it is putting a bullet through my head. I'm tired of this bullshit. Being poor is one of the most disgusting experiences in the world. I hate it so much.


    I wanna ask again, why i'm more unlucky than most people? Please can someone explain me why? Why are people born in Europe or USA or Japan, or people who have everything inherently material, have better life and better rich parents than me? If there is a God, I hate him for making me suffer. I just can't take it anymore and I wanna stop the pain. I don't even feel myself anymore. I hope the whole world will be happy when I die.



  5. Being born in Turkey is something like choosing "hard" when you start a game.

    There is a chance that you will be blown up on a public transport vehicle without growing up, even in the mother's womb. Without knowing anything, someone can end your life just because you were not born in Norway. New hopes to fly to the airport, you can leave in the blood of someone's arm. No one is guilty. You're guilty. It's your fault, you were born here.

    If you're a woman, you're choosing "very hard." Without your own choice, you can be married to your uncle when you're ten years old. Or you may be involved in any foundation at that age, or you may be raped for walking on the road. State elders may say "women have jobs because they are looking for work." You can throw away your career dreams with your psychology. But no, you're a criminal.

    When you're a soldier, they're ditching you at 3:00 a.m. to protect a rogue seat. You die at 20. Your lover, you will leave your future dreams in a blind spot. They say, "For the homeland." They get in the car, and your mother stays. And with a big flag. Tell the woman not to worry, you chose it. You're the culprit. Not they.

    Anxiety of future causes the whites of hair at an early age. You did everything, completed your education with great hopes, but someone's cousin got what you wanted in front of you? They are normal. You read about six years and started looking for empty shops. The idea that engineering education gives you is to open a "playstation cafe". What a beautiful future he prepared for you. Of course, they're not guilty, "every university graduate will find a pedestal," they said, why, you did not listen. You're the culprit.

    You want to start a family, the "community" don't let you to decide. You can't marry who you want. Big problem if you get married. Even when you are dreaming about the future, you do account for the end of the month with the woman / man you die from happiness. For a week holiday, you have to work together for a period of 35 months. Don't complain, it's your fault.

    Unhappily spend 30 years seeing your dreams collapsed one by one and you retire. He refuses to initiate your retirement when he is on a world tour with the boat of the bosses you work for. You make an effort to get half your salary. The world tour is something you can laugh at, the years have taught you this. Just say "take my medicine." Drugs are hard enough. You expect to finish your time in this ****ing country in a corner. The only thing you can do is watch television in an apartment.

    And then they say, "he's dead." They think you were living before you die.

  6. It is a modern designed slavery system decorated with glittering lights and beautiful words.

    The basis of this slavery system comes from the essence of the capitalist order. The boundaries of capitalism are dictated by the mode of governance. The modern slavery system, one of the most sensitive and rising technology and the most sensitive issues in the globalized world, is the reality that is manifested in the poor and the workers.

    It is one of the biggest problems of the globalizing world and undesirable constructs. this fiction is about exploiting the low-income sector and making the high-income comfortable. It is a growing entity that is benefiting from the bad conditions of the people in need of income and economically difficult.

  7. He killed himself.

    The most important decision of his life: the decision to refuse to live. Was it a cowardly decision, or is it brave?

    The human being had to live. Had a nature that could do anything to live.

    But this man refused to live. The death that people fear gave him peace. 

    I was thinking a lot of death these days, but for the first time it was so beautiful, charming to me.

  8. Loneliness..

    My oldest friend loneliness..

    He is always there, the most crowded street in the desert with the Bedouin nomadic walking in the peace, the most deserted street laughing thundering drunken crowd makes me take the path.

    From the empty noise of the dry crowd, it protects me from the heavy overwhelming burden of being alone.

    He never leaves me, never ruin my ambition with nonsensical wishes, steps from birth to death without getting bored with me..

  9. Unhappy, annoyed, seedy, lonely, social reject.. I think happiness is a genetic code. In this life as some people really cursed. No matter what they do, they can never be happy, at every moment they have a dissatisfaction and always tend to see the empty side of the glass. I'm so jealous of people who can be happy to look at a flying butterfly.

  10. Rock, in the 1950s by Bill Haley and Elvis Presley led by the names, led to the emergence of an entertainment-oriented approach is a kind of music. In addition, as a result of the economic, social and political developments in the 1960s and the effects of these developments on the cultural field, Rock has become the main music genre to help the masses to express their problems. In this sense, especially in the 1960s and 1970s, Rock music is regarded as a period in which political values and social rights are emphasized. A similar situation also applies to Turkey. Indeed original Anatolia emerged as a growing trend in the second half of the 1960s in Turkey Pop Rock line, the world has emerged as a kind of analogy to the approach adopted mediating raised with examples of social problems in general.
    In the 1980s, in parallel with the transformation of economic policies, the music of Rock changed and the political approach of the past period was replaced by individualistic tendencies. In this sense, the 1980s were the beginning of a new era in which rock music was isolated and disentangled from its essence. The impact of developments in the field of music during this period in Turkey after September 12, 1980 coup and was felt strongly than many other countries due to the incoming print layout.

    Despite these adversities experienced in dealing names in rock music world and also in Turkey after the 1980s have continued to works that reflect issues related to social rights. When Turkey made a special study in the 1980s, 1990s and seems to be different with the original line period of the 2000s in terms of social rights.

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