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Rene Bell

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  1. Hello: I've spent most of my life posting on internet forums, although I never imagined I'd have to turn to a place like this one day. But well, here I am. To keep things short and simple, I've gone through life so far without ever getting a job, developing numerous skills, or having a social life outside the internet. Instead, I indulged myself in computer gaming and other means of online and mental escapism. I'm now 30, and recent events are transpiring so that I'm no longer able to drown out my longstanding issues as I was once able to do. As someone who has always struggled with feeling powerless and unmotivated, having to think about the future has left me more emotionally debilitated than at any point in my entire life. Not only do I find myself frequently collapsing onto my bed to sulk, I've pretty much isolated myself from the people I'm forced to deal with in my day-to-day life. I like to think I can change and become a person capable of independent functioning in the real world, but I always end up envisioning a series of insurmountable obstacles keeping me stuck in this abyss. And so, I inevitably either give up or otherwise doing nothing to begin with. Not looking forward to the future at all, but hey, that's the price I pay for bumming about in my youth. So that's pretty much me in a nutshell, I guess.....
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