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MatthewPA

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  1. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    I'm to the point it is harder to resist being in bed more. I wake up so terribly. But better to be in bed if I have to than think thoughts about not wanting to go on.
  2. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #9

    Having my worst Thanksgiving time ever. Dad has not been walking since he fell. Had to cancel another colonoscopy due to no ride. Just anxious all the time and very depressed.
  3. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    I know but everything has gone wrong it seems. Can't even catch a break. Really at a low point.
  4. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Thank you. I really neeed a pep talk. I really wonder what I did to deserve such a miserable life.
  5. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Lost, sad, and anxious. Not sure where my food money will come from. The Ativan isn't working well lately. This drug isn't for depression and feeling energy, yet it is my only option. So mad at my family for doing this.
  6. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    So bad I feel sick. Really no money at all. Don't want to ask relatives again. I am not in good shape.
  7. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    I slept better but still feel so sleepy and tired today. Frustrating!
  8. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    I want to be happy again so badly. Right now I would be getting ready for Christmas. But have had little interest this year. I hate this person I have become. And not knowing for sure how much is mental and how much is physical makes me worse.
  9. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    That is great! I need that to rub off on me. I had to postpone my colonoscopy again due to no money for it! I feel unwell every day. Tired of this.
  10. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    I saw the therapist. She is very nice and calming, but didn't give many solutions yet. Hopefully in future visits. Still not feeling good.
  11. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    A little hopeful because of my therapy appointment tomorrow. I still need much better sleep and maybe this will help. Scared about Friday's colonoscopy appointment.
  12. MatthewPA

    Therapist told me she cant help me.

    Very sorry! I hope you can find an alternative. We will be here for you.
  13. MatthewPA

    How Do You Feel Right Now #8

    Terribly stressed. Colonoscopy is in a week and very low on money. It just seems so hopeless! I meet with the therapist on Monday at least. So depressed that I felt out of it at Best Buy, a store I always enjoyed. So sad to have no energy or happiness.
  14. MatthewPA

    Scared about how I am feeling

    Thanks! I am sorry you are going through what you are going through. Hopefully there is a way out for both of us!
  15. MatthewPA

    Scared about how I am feeling

    Hi, thanks for the reply! Well, I do have a colonoscopy coming up to rule out problems. My iron is low but my Ferretin is ok, so the doctor does not think I am anemic that way. I have an appointment with a therapist on Monday. So hopefully I can rule out gastrointestinal illness and things like Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.
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