I am sorry you are going through this! It is very difficult to go through the transition from high school to college. The best thing for you to do is try your very best! If you try your very best, you will know that you put your all in to something that is important to you! It makes me feel so much better about school when I know I am doing my best. There are sometimes where I do not want to do it but I have to remind myself that I am going to college to further my knowledge and education and that always reassures me. I hope everything gets better!