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  1. I am sorry to hear you feel terrible again starbucksjunkee..! I can relate to that. Since my CO‘s new series got launchedI feel even worse. I felt bad bofore, searching for him on the net for hours every day. But now I just want to jump out of a ****ing high building (I am not gonna do it off course but I feel so damn hopeless) I know he knows me, it comforts me a little actually. When I met him I said my name and he was like „oh is this you? How are you girl?“ Anyway I am drifting away in my thoughts again.. I hope you feel better soon starbucksjunkee! You are not alone
  2. I wish I could do that too! But I am not ready yet! I was just thinking of him again. I am very unhappy with my life and I can not get out of this so I think about him all the time
  3. Very sorry to hear you feel bad! I really hope you have the strength and the willpower to stop this!
  4. For me I can say, I do not care about the celeb lifestyle. It has nothing to do with that. I do not even see a ‚celeb‘ when I see him. I know he is just a man, very down to earth and humble. Working hard to provide for his kids and...his wife of course. I also do not care how many cars he has. It‘s just not about lifestyle, it‘s about him. That knucklehead who fought hard to get where he is now. That loving father. That loyal friend. That animal lover. I could go on for hours of course...
  5. I tried to hide myself because I felt so bad. Did not have the energy to come here and write about him. But he was in my mind every second of the day. I am exhausted. Tired of myself and the situation. I had days I almost could not bare it anymore. Weird thoughts are crossing my mind every now and then. It scares me..
  6. So I am watching this series again... He is kissing a woman, I wish I could be her. I started to cry, I know it‘s pathetic. I just need him so bad
  7. Would like to know too. He makes me feel hopeless and lonely most of the time.
  8. You are not a freak! I think you are strong because you blocked them. I could never do that... He follows me in twitter and retweets or likes my tweets every now and then. I love the feeling, I get excited and feel like nothing can stop me
  9. I know it‘s stupid to react the way I do.. I have a couple of online friends too who love him. Or maybe they just like him a lot. Idk. This one girl loves him too, but it‘s fine with me because she seems like she is the only one who gets me.
  10. I see. I can relate with you. Sometimes I wish this of ours would have never recommendet this one show. I was curious and started to watch it. It was a big mistake. On the other hand I do NOT want to miss one second looking at him. By the way, I like Josh and his show too
  11. Josh... my CO had a small role in HIMYM a couple of years ago... You managed to avoid Josh until 1 month ago? How did you do that?
  12. Sounds like an intense story! Meeting celebs has becom easy.. I do not know if that‘s a good thing. All the conventions... even on a cruiseship where you are with them for days! The first feeling I got when you said you want to see him at the event was: omg I hope she does not mean my CO... This is sick right? But my heart stopped for a second.
  13. I want to and I do not want to... It‘s difficult, I am married and have a kid. I should fight my obsession but.....
  14. You know, it‘s like I do no see he is a celeb. Of course I know but I do not like it. He got way more popular in the last year. I hate it. I really hate it. Because of it he is busy all the time. He gets so many tweets. I am always scared he is gonna forget me. I do that too btw. Watching movies and series again and again and again... I started reading fanfiction aswell. I know its bad for me cause I get caught deeper in my feelings. But I need it so much. i wish I could post pics of him here right now! But I am to embarrased. Lol
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