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  1. The thing is he has depression too, just not as bad as me. And I would go see a therapist but it takes months up to years and I can't afford it
  2. I just wanted to make a quick post. In the beginning of my relationship I was a super happy and energetic person. I got in a wreck in January and my mental state has taken a COMPLETE turn for the worst. None of my problems are really related to the wreck but it has made me extremely depressed. I feel like crying 24/7. I feel like I don't deserve to be happy. I'm also extremely insecure now. I feelike all I do is annoy my boyfriend with my problems. He says I always want to start a fight, but I don't. I just have so much built up I wanna talk about. I feel like he hates me by the way he acts. I try tLking about it to him and he doesn't take it seriously anymore because I bring it up so much. I don't know what to do. I feel like I don't deserve to be happy. Anytime I feel like I'm having a good time my mood changes and put myself down because why should I be happy? I feel like I can't talk to my boyfriend about my depression because he has said I just do it for attention or I'm not extremely sensitive. I feel like I have gotten more sensitive and things bother me easier, but that's onl6 because I'm always on edge of crying to being very sad. Just wanted to rant because I have nobody to talk to.
  3. I am so glad you posted this. I feel the exact same way. I feel like I brought it upon myself and it makes me even more sad..
  4. I feel like I am selfish. I'm always thinking about myself. How much I hate myself, all the mistakes I have made, what I could've done better. I used to think and tell people stop complaining if you really wanted something you could control it, but now karma has hit me and I feel like I can't control anything. I eat at night to fill the hole of my sadness and guilty conscience. I used to be overweight then lost it but it's coming back. I've always had low confidence, and now I'm always looking in the mirror of all my flaws. It's not just physically but mentally as well. I know it is hard for people to deal with me. I'll be " happy" one second and sad or mad the next. I can't control it. It's affecting my relationships. I'm never happy. I feel like it would be better for everyone if I wasn't here anymore. My boyfriend just says I act like a teenager or child and can't control my emotions. It's true I can't control my emotions. They are everywhere, I'm always unhappy tho. It kind of hurt that he would say I act like a child. I cry constantly now. I can't help it.
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