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I feel tired of my family and ready to move away from them. I have a sense of anxiety, that my parents have this notion of wanting to buy a home and will get me involved in financial contribution. The job I have now doesnt even pay much. I feel all my life, I am being used and considered the lesser gender since my dad has this old culture mindset.

Being rich means it would make you financially stable requiring that you control your spending. I agree with what was said above, people will come for you for your money. other than that I believe like many people it will be all up to the person to find happiness. currently in the news, Justin Bieber, who is rich and recently married, is depressed.

I get 3 e-mails at work suggesting to wear red today to show spirit and mainly a major client ia taking a tour. The whole day will be taken up by work. When i get home I will watch netflix.

I hate these winter holidays. It feels like a reminder every month about spending time with a loved one. Here comes Valentines day. Best I can do is find a Singles discount from a business and stay home and watch Netflix.

I went out and bought a new lunch bag and bento box. I prepared tomorrow’s lunch

Im glad it’s saturday too. At work, it feels like I’m a work horse where evy minute of work hr is recorded. A minute late from break and lunch can penalize you. I’m still alive and working, And still in training.I feel a bit of stressed due to the high passing standards. I realized a supervisor is ocd and I think i got warned yesterday for my new squishy mochi ball on my desk that rly looks like food. Today I have my classes w/ ppl I see all the time.

Failed another work quiz. A final tmw. I accepted i am a complete failure. I feel like giving up. That’s how i do when i cant brings home to study

I feel at work training, I am a dumbass. I keep doing poorly with these daily quizes. I can’t remember everything and I can’t take my material home to study. I feel im the only person failing. Tbh, these quiz scores looks very bad, makes me feel like I passed college well but i’m failing w/ these quizes. If i get fired because of these quizes, I may as well get my resumes ready.

Tired

I cant sleep well today. I want this day to be over. Tomorrow is Saturday.

The word online dating, may be the same meaning as e-dating. E-dating- having online relationship only. In the gaming realm, I see a lot of that, some ended up in real relationships. Some went dark as to even having e-ffairs. It’a funny male gamers become super nice to women in-game and try to hit on them. Call me old fashion, nothing beats the real life dating because there’s no physical boundaries. i think to find someone you wanna date is someone you mutually click with and share the same attraction. I am not an expert about dating so what I say is bases on experience, and what I believe.

Tbh. Skype sounds rather old. Maybe you would use if it’s for work or w/ relatives. I think nowadays ppl are using discord, whatsapp or snapchat. You should start off by joining a hobby group. over time, as time progresses, maybe there is someone who will be friends with you. Try not be desperately be pushy and be right off the bat quickly asking off personal stuff to someone. Just don’t be like the guy I mentioned about in my other posts. If you are looking for a girlfriend - try Tinder or a local Mixer event.

I feel there are ppl who dont care what happens to me. If something bad happens. I mentioned to once before about a bomb scare near my old work, and another the recent potential stalker issue with Meet-up. No expression of concern. Only reply is “oh.” Feels these ppl are horrible.

I thought that guy has forgotten me. Apparently he showed up, to the free Tai Chi class i went to. At end of class he’s was waiting for me to get of bathroom to offer to give me a ride off. Kinda awkward because he lives the other side of the city. I’ve been avoiding him during class. He seems to not enjoy the class.

Some ppl would easily friend each other on fb. some ppl may have an alternate ego of saying and doing things they won’t do irl. I feel i am not clicking with groups in the game. idk if this a norm, I have a coworker who seems ingrained to her friends onlinechatting away on her phone. It felt you cant strike up conversation w/ her.